I didn´t use Oujia Board but something like that to call spirits and talk with them. It was NOT a good experience I must say. I stopped to use this method after my best friend death. She was the one who recomended to me not to continue talk with spirits on "the other side"...
I agree with Happi. Some who cales your name will your attention. They could be good or bad spirits. Angels don´t need to call you they are there all the time. They protect without our knowing. Be carefull with those voices...
They are not dark, sometimes I can see dark shadows of animals, birds and so one but they are signs of something bad going to happing.Those "alves" are colourful.
I agree that my moon sign build my caracter more than my ascendent, but I can feel sometimes that my ascendent take the space. Moon are talking about my caracter and my ascendent talking about my life, my interests and so one...
I can see some special speaces in the wood or river. They are small, tiny and very fast. I can see them only in one special corner of my eyes. Then I don´t want too call them fairies because they are little bit taller then 10 cm. Did somebody else can see something like those?
I don´t know what are they, but I´d seen some lady in light blue, something like yours. I could hear her word in my head, but she was about 300 meters from me. I heard the words in my mind not in my ears.
You need to know more facts about your ascendent. Myself I´m NOT some ordinary Virgo. Have more fire in my mind ( if you know what I mean:)) I have the moon in scorpio and this took all my personality.
It´s seams to be a very hard dream. I think that ou have to choose something, and you´re maybe scared for that. Cats can means home, because cats is home animals. Have you think about moving or something like that? Some friend going to help you or console you. Take their help...you realy need it.