Mystic Board

NAP TIME!!!!

How about San Andreas Fault. He's usually at fault for things in California. LOL.

Yeah life is harsh. What I am working on is to see if I can get into this HUD program for first time disabled home buyers. I had a friend to find a dome home builder that is HUD approved. Today I contacted Social Security and the lawyer.

I like them because it is the only place I can open up and really speak what is on my mind and heart. I cant here at home. I pretty much have to keep it pinned inside of me.

He wont. He doenst believe in this kind of stuff. He hate forums and the like.

Well last night it almost happend. Pa almost slapped me but I stopped him. He said he being wanting to do it for quite some time too. He wants me to be more submissive and helping like the amish children were on our trip. I woke up to find a list of chores on the printer stand. I balled them up and ...

Thank you my friend. The relatives are my parents and they arent violent just mentally abusive. It is good to hear that all this shit is about to be over once and for all because I am damn tired of it. Thank you a thousandfold my friend.

When I mean the wee folk I am also including what yall call the fae and their relations too. Then it must be granny.

You ever stop and think it could be one of the wee folk contacting ya. I thought the land of my ancestors were always telling stories about them. I guess they stopped doing that.

Thanks Sammy.

I had a weird dream tonight. The things that stuck out the most were the following. Frequent tornados that were as black a coal. If one tried to leave the saftey of the parking deck like structure they had to quickly run back because another tornado came. In this dream my car was 2 blocks away from ...

They dont hit me physically just pyschologically with words and the same type of words over and over again. That is what I mean by beating it is more pyschological than anything else. Words can hurt just as badly if not more so than fists. My self confidence has been so supressed that to me I feel l...

For one thing I feel like I have had it beaten out of me by my abusive parents. Another thing is all the disablities that I live with. Thoes are the reasons why I have problems believing in myself anymore.

You win Sammy and your right. I just have a hard time believing in myself anymore.

Sammy the loner. I wont have a lucky day until some extremem forces come together and that aint happening anytime soon that I know of.