Mystic Board

When I was younger I messed with some things before I had enough knowlage or control of any power...and I ended up putting a curse on myself by accident. I didn't realize for a long time, but it was the kind that suffocated my energy and abilities. I need to know what to do about this...can someone ...

For the past few nights, I've been having a dream where I started losing parts of myself. I'm wandering up a hill or mountain in a forest setting. I know I was going somewhere, but I can't remember where. First night of having this dream, I lose my left eye. After that, all I could see was in black ...