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what kind of info do you want ?

I don't believe that I'm entirely ready for spiritual awakening.

This is a block You are always ready.

So, your disorders ... I find your crown quite weird, you should work more with your thoughts
And there are more, but it is not good to tell some things on public.

one of the things accompanied with burn out is grey energy, use water and incense to clean.

Your question is so hard because there are a lot of religion, spiritual systems, ie. I like tibetan buddhist system,
Dzambala and Mandziuśri would be very good for disorders you wrote.

strong throat blockage, use green and blue stones.

But stones do not provide all the succes in life. ;]

It is called Remote Vision. There are lots of exercises for it, cleaning opening 3rd eye (which can be quite not safe) etc. But the best results I gained were exercises with a friends who actually have this art very well developed, then you can check truth of your visions with someone else. Hint: wh...