HELP! Dealing with unwanted evil energies

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wyldorkid3
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HELP! Dealing with unwanted evil energies

Post by wyldorkid3 » Mon Dec 01, 2008 12:44 am

Please forgive if I sound insane or foolish.

I have been attacked by evil energies over the last six years and the results have done long term catastrophic damage to my body mind and spirit. I've come close to death 4 times and was always saved in the nick of time. Now It's like I have a huge hole in my ozone. During this time, I had been an involuntary medium. Eventually I gave up fighting against mediumship and decided to hone my skills in order to protect myself. Now I have come to a point in my life where I am finally getting help in undoing all the damage, rebuilding my protective aura and re-confirming my spiritual boundaries so I can live a semi- normal life.  

I can communicate with my spirit relatives and my spirit guides. They wake me up by tapping me on the shoulder, they come in my dreams or talk directly in my ear. They put images in my head and I can see their energies some of the time. We also converse fluently through runes and tarot.

But while all that is working out fine,  I have some serious evil entities that make me miserable. One of these spirits has a personal vendetta against me (he is an exboyfriend), and another has been wreaking havoc on my parents lives for 30 years (She is my fathers ex wife who has actually bragged about ruining my parents marriage and said she is happy to be a "spirit of destruction" and does not want any prayers or light.


Everytime negative spiritual energy attempts to interact with me my heart rate soars, I get a fever in my chest and I can't breath. Its somewhat like a panic attack but it can last for days. Nothing I do, (slow breathing, protective meditation, prayer, mantra chanting, burning white candles) will help during this time. I was once up for 78 hours straight because I couldn't get my heart to slow down. The last time it happened I went to my acupuncturist and he got my heartrate to slow, but it immediatly went back up when I got in my car to leave.

The worst part is that whichever jerky spirit is around it decides to talk smack at me and taunt me. It is so annoying. Because I've only recently started the energy healings, I am still susceptible to painful physical reactions.  


What's worse is that now my readings are being invaded by these rude destructive spirits. I will be talking with my guide and then some evil guy will interrupt and sometimes may even try to pretend he is my spirit guide. I know I am still an amateur at this, but I can usually tell when its an enemy spirit, although sometimes I get very confused as to who I am talking to, which is very dangerous of course.

I've attempted to meditate, incense and pray before I read, but this will not help. Whenever they decide to invade, my divination tools go haywire, until they decide to leave. Sometimes my runes will even break. I've attempted to stop reading and communicating with my guides alltogether so that I dont have to deal with this anymore, but this only agitated my dead relatives and guides and they started appearing everywhere, touching me, or giving me that dream where I'm failing out of school or cutting off all my hair (in my culture my hair length is akin to spirituality).  I've tried yelling at the evil ones to go away, but that just made me feel stupid and didn't work anyway. I've tried ignoring them or closing up shop when the readings go haywire, but that makes me lose precious time when my guides are urgently trying to tell me something.

So...what the heck am I suppose to do? How do I make them stop interferring in my readings or talking to me all together? I'm just trying to stay afloat with everything that has happened to me and I need to strengthen my connection to positve energies so that I can block out the bad ones. I didn't want to be a medium, it just fell on top of me one day and turned my life upside down and now I need to find a way to stay healthy and sane while I progress.

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Post by spiritalk » Mon Dec 01, 2008 3:54 pm

The first step in development is TAKE CHARGE!  You are not to open and invite (by energy, by interest, by any means) all and sundry to invade your space.  If your spirit guide is contacting you - it is not the right order.  You need to take charge and invite them when you are ready to do something.  

So, it would appear even those supposed to be your spirit guide are pretenders.  And never attune to your own relatives or loved ones.  That is done only through your spirit guide.  The only person we attune with is our spirit guide - they bring those from spirit realms to communicate and give you symbols.  Only your spirit guide has compatible energies - the rest is pretenders.  Clean up your attunement process.

At all times use the tools of your own consciousness - start your day with affirmation, and visualize a bubble of protection.  Take charge of how you live with spirituality as the key to your experiences.

TOOLS OF OUR OWN CONSCIOUSNESS
(Visualization,Meditation, Affirmation)

We have been given the tools of strength and balance in our body, mind and spirit connection. We do not require any outside stimulus to open and expand our state of consciousness to include the sensitivities of empowerment within our humanity.
Using prayer to connect to the highest source of all qualities allows the spirit to grow and be within a framework of love. It solidifies the connection between human frailties and the God of our own understanding. Opening and closing all our efforts with spirit, in prayer solidifies the covenant we seek with the guiding force of all life.
As you can program your computer to its language, so can you program your universe to the language of love. With this programming in place, the universe will resonate with the highest frequencies of 'life force energy', 'God'; 'Light' that resonate at this frequency.
When you focus on this frequency, your being becomes attuned, like a musical instrument and will bring it into harmony in every cell of our universe. When you focus on fear, it creates disharmonic frequencies in your being.
This inspiration talks to our interaction with others: Reason, Season, Lifetime Author unknown
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
We can neither create nor destroy energy; we can only change its form. As we create something, we do not create the energy, but take energy that already exists and change its form into that which we desire.
The human existence is a series of many electrical systems. We call them body, mind, and spirit connection, functioning together as one reality. When we create our thought forms, send them through this maze of electrical systems, which is then sent to a universal consciousness, this energy is then returned to manifest our desires.
If the electrical systems within the individual existence are fragmented, dysfunctional or distorted through fear and negativity, the thought form is sent out and returns distorted. If the electrical system is blocked, the thought form may never have the opportunity to be completed.
As the individual creation takes the universal energy already in existence and exercises creative mind, giving the energy meaning and direction with thought, the most powerful energy in the universe, creative manifestation is now set into motion. You have been doing this your entire life.
Thought is energy set into motion. What your mind creates, your body and spirit can manifest.
AFFIRMATION
Our mind can be encouraged to think upon the lines of positive empowerment that we instill. To begin affirmations, it must be noted that it is important to use one that you can believe. Paying lip service to action will not get the job done. Even when it does not make sense to you at the present time, your consciousness can be exercised (like any muscle in the body) to accept this new thought.
Affirmations will be freeing us from the conscious thoughts that 'life is pain' and therefore to be endured. When we begin our affirmations, if this thought is embedded in our consciousness, we will not succeed in our efforts.
Not all in life is pain. There are many joys and it is our responsibility to accentuate the positive, finding the joys of life as we learn and grow. Life is not all black and white, the joys of life can be found even in our sorrow.
In nature, all is seeded in a soil of comfort and security, but to grow also requires fertilizer. The manure we put on our plants, while waste in another aspect, can nourish our flowers to blossom. Sit back and enjoy the results as the end product of the lessons of life.
On waking, to begin your day, turn your thoughts from chaos and confusion to peace and harmony with a simple affirmation. Without the calming exercise, you begin your day in hurry and bustle, which is designed to create chaos for your entire day.
During the stresses of your day, take a moment to repeat your affirmation and calm any loaded situation. Make it the last thought before sleep at night to ensure a peaceful dream state.
VISUALIZATION
Using the mind to visualize in conjunction with a meditative, peaceful state is our ability to calm our consciousness for stress relief and health. Our imagination can picture anything in our mind we choose. Keeping it positive and of nature is
an important aspect of manifesting peace and calm within, when it is needed for life.
All energies flow from the source, the creator of all life. Beginning all exercises of our consciousness with a prayer puts the spiritual aspect we are seeking for ourselves into all our efforts for ourselves as well as others. From the spirit allow the greater spirit to guide and protect you through all activities of being, so that service is the watchword of a loving life. Be a part of the spread of energy of peace, calm and harmony throughout a troubled world so that you can remain
a part of the raising of consciousness of all life.
Sit comfortably, close the eyes to distraction and breathe gently. Take note of your breathing and allow it to slow and calm, releasing tensions from the body. Let go of the stresses causing tension within the body, blow out several times to get in touch with your deeper breathing.
Picture water lapping on a shore (the scene can be one of your own choosing, either from memory or produced for this purpose), with the ebb and flow of the water, feel your whole being flowing, in and out, relaxing and enlivening your whole body, mind and spirit connection.
The beach has warm sand beneath your feet and a warm sun upon your shoulders. You are peaceful and calm as you walk along your secluded, private personal space. Listen to the ebb and flow of the tides. Feel the calm of this sound.
When ready, enter the cool waters to refresh. Flow again with the tides of the water as you enjoy it over, around and through your whole being.
When ready, leave the cool water and return to the warm sandy beach. You will feel energized and full of warmth that seeps deep within your body. To share it, visualize someone you know of who could do with a calming thought and send some of your new- found peace along to them, as well.
You are ready to return to your conscious state and bring this peaceful, calm energy into all you think, do and be for the coming hours. It is important to say a prayer of thanks on completion of any exercise that calls on the universe to re-energize, renew and refresh your being as you work to also send peace and calm to others.
MEDITATION
The literal interpretation of Meditation is….To think upon. Using visualization, sound, music, etc. we can concentrate and retrain our mind upon a single purpose.
Contemplation and meditation are so important to our consciousness. We can unlock hidden, spiritual potential within our own being. There is only one spiritual center for each individual. There are many methods and purposes to reach this spiritual center. There remains only one motive "Service" to all in spirituality.
Meditation is used for many purposes and in many ways to produce energies and feelings of calm and peace. When we are in need of personal energy or healing, meditation can bring awareness to our body, mind and spirit connection.
It is also used for attunement for the gifts of the spirit (spiritual healing, clairvoyance, inspired speaking, inspirations, etc.) bringing enlightenment of the spirit. Therefore, there will be different techniques for different purposes. For the purpose of stress relief and relaxation, inner peace is found in a simple meditation upon a calm, beautiful place of peace. It can be a beautiful object such as a flower, or music can set a tone of relaxation.
In a moving meditation, we are uniting the body, mind and spirit through such exercises as tai chi, yoga, labyrinth walk or any repetitive activity. This can also be washing a floor, painting a wall, dusting, jogging or power walking, in fact, any activity that causes all outside thoughts to fall away. When this puts us in the present moment, we are meditating.
To attune through meditation to spirit guides and teachers for the purpose of mediumship gifts (clairvoyance, clairaudience, clairsentience, trance, inspiration, etc.) it is important to reach our guidance with a symbol of our own choosing to personalize the contact. It is effective for the symbols we use to come from nature, as this is such a living, thriving source of energies. Flowers neither reap nor sow, they offer the beauty and scent of their being for all to be uplifted and enlivened in spirit.
Each time we make attunement with our guiding forces, we strengthen that partnership of spirit. With each exercise, it becomes easier to make the connection we desire. The results of this attunement are the manifestation of all mediumship gifts on a spiritual level of our consciousness.
Knowledge is the foundation upon which we build. Training of the consciousness at many levels is the exercise to seek knowledge. Meditation will cultivate the understanding so that knowledge is absorbed by us and applied in our everyday living. We have the opportunity to take knowledge on a personal basis, expand and refine it to our needs individually.
Meditation is a wondrous adventure and can be an important step in our spiritual awareness. As spirit here and now, everything in this universe is open to our use, there is no limit to what we can learn, and only the limitations we impose upon ourselves.
The mind is the greatest tool or instrument that we own. It is unfortunate that most of us are not aware of the great potential of our minds. The opening and expanding of our consciousness not only touches our spirit, but also opens a whole new world of spirit for our exploration and growth.
We can form a partnership with the spirit guardians, guides and teachers who touch our lives. We can work with them to make this experience of a more spiritual nature. We will be getting in touch with a more complete aspect of which we are as a human being now in this material world of existence.
Once we empower our body, mind, and spirit connection with these tools of strength and balance, we will find our consciousness opening and expanding to another dimension of awareness, generally referred to as the psychic.
We have been using our 5 senses (sight, hearing, taste, touch, smell) in a material world and can take these onto this other level of awareness and add intuition and I know (from the heart…it neither sees nor hears, it just knows). It is important to be open to all the senses to manifest, not only on the physical level, but also on the spiritual level. Warm and cold feelings are two of the symptoms from energies that are frequently felt during meditation.
God bless, J

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Copper
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maybe smudging?

Post by Copper » Mon Dec 01, 2008 7:59 pm

Another ritual that certainly couldn't hurt would be smudging with sage, as a cleansing of your space. I've read other threads on this site that completely cover the topic.

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Post by spiritalk » Wed Dec 03, 2008 5:58 pm

Certainly after cleaning up our own act, there is the space to be cleared.  When we say something is evil, that is what we are accepting it to be.  That requires our own mindset be clear in all circumstances.
God bless, J

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