Sunset, why do you hate the Tower? Have you seen the Ancestral Path one? It is lovely. I get that card all the time and survived, so I am used to it by now. It is usually the Devil that gives me chills, and I am also getting it a lot, lately.
The Tower is always terrible for me, more so because it always seems to be accurate, lol. I'm a little more tired of the Tower than usual, too, because I got it (multiple times) last week and then had a
ridiculous fight with my boyfriend. Not sure how it will be resolved, either. I realize upheavel is necessary, but I never really embrace that energy coming into my life. I've done further readings and now everything is coming up future positive (two cups, World, nine cups). Hopefully those will be as accurate as the Tower card.
The Devil is pretty awful, too. In my case, I see it a lot representing chemical addictions. Though I did read that when surrounded by happy, love cards, the Devil can represent an unshakable bond. I don't find the Devil's negative aspects to be as frightening as the Tower, though, because the Devil represents things that we can change ourselves.