I am bit freaked out now....

[sttiretella]

Well...i am into Tarot for a long time and i am very familiar with each card but this time i am bit freaked out.

Let me share with you .

I asked what is gonna happen btwn me and him i said,

with Celtic Cross

situation :Hermit
Crossing card : 8 of pentacles
below  :      Moon
past   :     Strength
Above:    4 of wands
Near future :Death
myself:    Star
8th Card :  Tower
9th card :  6 of wands
outcome:   Empress

First of all, there are 7 major cards in the reading.
Which means that things are out of my control and this reading is covering a long term period.. ( i would say a year)


The person i asked for, is in very distanced behavior (Hermit) or the situation itself is like -looking for answers
i anyway tried hard to fix things in the past (Strength )

While i am still hopeful (Star) ,i also fear of uncertain issues (Moon) with
him.
things are gonna occur in a long time period or it is necessary to wait (8 of pentacles)
a major and big effective change is coming in the near future (death)
Something will be over  or shocky (Tower)  it can be my marriage's last paper works to divorce.

but after an end, a fruitful and happy future will be coming (Empress  - 4 of wands)

What is freaking me our here is death and empress together,it can also symbolize an actual death !  :smt009

What do you think about it and about my interpretation ?

[cedars]

No one can answer this better than you and you have done so already.

[Sidda]

Disclaimer:  I'm very new to tarot, but thought I'd give my input, for what it's worth.  :)

It looks to me like this is not the best relationship for you.  It looks like you are the one putting in all of the work, but you aren't getting much out of the relationship.  The thought of ending it is painful for you, but I see that Empress card in the outcome as you once you do break free from this relationship.  

Maybe once this relationship is in the past you will be open to finding someone you can pour your loving self into who will receive and love you in return.  

I also see secrets at the foundation of this relationship. (the moon) Maybe he's hiding something that keeps him distant?

Your post is over a month old now.  How's it going?

Siddaleah