8th Identical reading in a row over 3 weeks and still don't understand.

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NorthShore
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8th Identical reading in a row over 3 weeks and still don't understand.

Post by NorthShore » Mon Dec 23, 2013 7:53 pm

The first reading screenshot you'll see below is a "what's missing here" type and I chose relationship style layout in relation to myself. The question: why am I being so artistically blocked? I detail this question more below.

Thank you in advance for any help or guidance!

In the replies, I show the same question on different days in different layouts. Sometimes the question is slightly different but it's all part of this emotion. I have chosen 3 readings since there are 8 or 9 and that's messy.

I also went ahead and did another reading immediately after first posting this to see if the trend would continue and there you see it.

The table cloth is a part of my artist logo "Esk4pe". (The 4P is just a symmetrical variation I made).

After 19 months and 3 official mental and physical burnouts, working no less than 14-16 hours per day totaling over 8,000 hours in less than 2 years - I am unable to get myself back in the music studio - like a switch went off.

My brain is maybe trying to protect me from some harm? My mind/spirit  is desperate to continue making music but my body won't move... And when I do I get nausea. The closer I walk to my studio, the more I want to puke.

I had an agent if that helps.

What confuses me:

- if I already committed to taking the card advice to heart and promising to be on the lookout and avoid that bad future... then why repeat it 8 more times? Even during readings where I'm not even asking about it! Same cards.

- who is this woman that's so destined to destroy me? Literal or figurative?

- are my own negative thoughts about the recent past regarding my agent being mirrored back to me? (who I had to fire... Because he was sucking my soul out.)
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NorthShore
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Example 2

Post by NorthShore » Mon Dec 23, 2013 9:32 pm

Example 2 was done a week ago - a choice style. Top 4 are past, present, future and far future related to "Should I remain a Solo act as a musician?"

And the bottom 4 are past, present, future and near future for "or should I team up with someone" (which was my suspicion)

Note the warning of bad influences - this is one of the first times I see these warnings
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Choice style - top "be a solo musician still?" Or bottom "team up with someone"
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More current reading

Post by NorthShore » Mon Dec 23, 2013 9:41 pm

And more recently this absolutely horrific result... Hey I have to take the bad when it's bad.. But this is really bad. Am I reflecting in past or is this a warning?  Question - "I've had a premonition about nov 17 2013 for over a year... Can u tell me more about that date now that it has passed? What happened?
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What happened to my year long premonition of success after Nov 17? Instead the opposite is happening
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NorthShore
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My reading right now this moment 12/23/13 evening - 9th occurrence

Post by NorthShore » Mon Dec 23, 2013 10:15 pm

See?? The question is: "how did my relationship with my x agent affect me?"
Middle card is me. The clarifier cards are what's eating at me or the influences here. See the same fricken cards it's ridiculous. I'm not saying I don't like the result - good or bad all I seek is the truth. But if I can't do anything about it then why keep telling me? (Although in this reading I did ask... But still)

Who is this woman?

9th consecutive occurence!
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