Welcome Tamera,
Today you have just found your first like minded friend on Mystic Board.
We cannot mediate along with you, but we can definitely go a long way towards significantly reducing your fear of meditating in private.
I would however highly recommend that in addition to private meditation sessions, meditating with a group of other fellow meditators on a weekly basis in your local area is also required to keep you motivated and self disciplined enough to keep going, when the fears and doubts begin to once more get the best of you.
Also you need a knowledgeable and understanding teacher/faciltator or group leader, as well as the constructive feedback which can only be provided by the other students, to help you sort out what is genuine psychic information, from what is only fantasy, imagination or wishful thinking.
Increasing our natural psychic ability during meditation sessions (if indeed this is why you have chosen to meditate in the first place) without at the same time further developing this sorting out ability which is called discernment, is an excellent recipe for disaster on a major scale.
Your safety and health and your soul's divine nature must always be given the utmost highest priority over everything else, whether you are meditating alone or as part of a group.
Love, Light and Peace,
EoT :smt020
