When a dream has an overall positive emotional experience then I don't think we need to look for deeper soul secrets in a dream. The only thing in dreams that is not symbolic and therefore needs no translation are emotions.
The dream can be divided into a few parts:
- discovery that you're not 100% male
- your reaction is to explore your feminine characteristics via masturbation
- then you want to share this with your friends... so, you are actually enjoying this discovery
- but you are frustrated and saddened when they don't believe you have feminine characteristics, but you don't dwell on this problem in your dream either
- a stranger becomes your male characeristics with which you have a union, and a very pleasurable one...
So, you're exploring, allowing, experimenting with and accepting these "female" tendencies, and most importantly enjoying it too. You even attempt to share your joy and show your more "feminine" side to your mates and have them recognize that as part of you too. Alas, guys amongst guys are often requited to pretend being 100% male: stumping each other on the shoulder, grunts, the type of jokes... a macho environment.
I don't believe we need to understand a dream in our waking life in order to understand a dream. It's a symbolical device to clarify emotional developments within ourselves to our higher brain regions that deal with our emotions and are capable to re-translate the symbolism as we dream. Even most "problem' dreams end with an ending where the dreamer gts it right, and came to grips with what one part of the brain is trying to make the other part of the brain understand. That you are befuddled and confused about the dream when you wake up has nothing to do with not having understood the dream when you dream it. Most of the time we don't even remember what we dreamt. We're not even supposed to remember, because memorizing is put out of work while we dream. Hence, you don't need to understand a dream in your waking state in order to have solved and integrated the dream lesson.
I took your request as one where you needed reassurance that you're not having this secret wish to be a woman. And that was the first I did. You're not having transgender desires, when you don't and dream of being the other gender and dream of a sexual act in that body (I dreamt once that I was a guy, and it involved sex too... and yet I love being a woman... I was able to giggle about it when awake later on, but I never had any problem with my more "male" characteristics... I've been a tomboy all of my life).The only more negative moment in the dream was when you had to convince "the guys" (as "your mates"), and that is a positive thing too. You think it's sad that you can't be 100% yourself in front of your friends.
Often we don't understand the purpose of our dreams in our waking life, because our waking brain tends to think literally... hence your worry and confusion. But the dream itself reveals that you are not confused about yourself at all. Instead within the dream you are very accepting of yourself and wish to express the whole being you are inside.
This dream might reoccur as your curiosity expands. But it could be a wedding dream as well... another form of union. Expect such a dream when you're not exploring your "feminine' characteristics, but have completed the discovery process.
Per your PM I was glad to be of help
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