seeing my self in a dream?

[mifan2013]

the other week i had  a strange dream. it seemed that while i looked like myself outwardly, inside my spirit was a half spider half scorpion. at one point some one was trying to reveal my inner self, but i had killed him with my scorpion tail, tearing a big hole in his chest and filling him with poison. the person that died though, was a part of me. his name was righteousness. upset, i took his body to a grave where there were other bodies that were a part of me which had also died by my hands. after lay him on a stone, i wrapped my wounds as 2 of my arms were severed after he died.

this was quite odd, and troubling. actually since that time i really do feel more cold hearted, but i don't know if that's related or what it means. does anyone have experience interpreting know what it means? i can provide some more details if needed. -Thanks.