I’M Baack!!! :smt003
Sorry if it looked like I’ve dropped off the face of the earth… was on leave so basically I just dropped off the face of the internet…LOL
Must say this topic got very interesting…
Before I continue… just wanted to say...Complements of the season to Everyone!!! :smt007
Sunmystic something you said hit a cord… about …“The Black Panther Cat's life energy is more of a smoldering orange with abit of yellow in the upper center of it. Hot volcano lava comes to mind as a color.”
Well some of you might know that a while back I had a visitor… well lets just say I did not feel a whole lot of cuddly feelings from it… and before I knew it I was up on all fours growling at it, drew a circle of light around the bed and that circle changed colour, yes… it looked like Hot Volcano Lava…
So does that mean I took on the personality or stepped into the Black Panther Me, for protection… I actually can’t remember feeling the transitions, I was sleeping woke up saw the man, felt the danger , growled and drew the circle... in a matter of seconds the thing was gone... The thing is, if that was done to protect myself, can it be done at will even if there is no danger... How do i do it?????
Also had a few other experiences that i can’t seem to get out of my head... I was reading my usual Historical Romance, this was about a Indian man (A Panther Stalks!!! Actually found it by accident ...LOL but i doubt it was a coincidence) Anyway... finished the book was laying in bed kinda playing the book back in my mind... being somewhat of a feminist i remember thinking that i could not understand how a woman can be so submissive... that is when i saw it... A wolf but it looked more like a spirit... just saw the head from the side... i think it told me not to be so judgemental...lol This all happened while i was still awake but with my eyes closed... then i saw a life-sized picture of someone in a American Military Uniform...the kind they take if the person died... (I know the person in the pic, so this really upset me!!!) the pic is strange because, well we are from SA so i can’t understand why he would have one on... He didn’t look the same though... looked thinner... The weird part came when i opened my eyes and the picture was still there...
Another experience i had, also while awake but with my eyes closed... I saw a Woman (also Spirit Looking) twirling, don’t know where it was but it was somewhere in nature... She had light hair shoulder length and was smiling, she stopped twirling and looked me straight in the eyes, did not say anything just smiled... we had this connection... and then she was gone...
I wonder if the Wolf and the Woman are my Spirit Guides...??? What do you guys think???
I know i’m straining your eyes... LOL but this is the last one, i just missed you guys and as usual now everything is bubbling out...LOL Hope i’m Forgiven... LOL
I think i had my first, don’t know if i should call it astral travel or just a lucid dream... Anyway was dreaming merrily away when i consciously decided to just let go... I saw my dream’s roof open up and i flew up, saw the stars, saw the black emptiness outside the earth and it was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever felt...i never felt so free in my life... before i left the dream though, my brother was in the dream and he grabbed on to me before i left the dream, made a bubble around him and off we went... i was pulled back into my dream but continued flying in the dream but the free feeling was gone... Was he just a means of grounding, so that i do come back... (If it was a Astral Travel) he didn’t mention anything about flying in a dream suppose i should have asked and that i should stick to my dream journaling... keep starting it but the problem is sticking to it...LOL
Do you guys have any wisdoms to relay ...
Warm Blessing
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Ishtar