Last night, I have run into a spiritual satanism site during my research (just to clear up, I am not a satanist or anything alike, I have been researching certain topics) and I have been reading it for like an hour.
I felt something was wrong, like I was energy drained even on physical level, it affected my mind I felt compelled and chaotic, I felt shaken to the base. Something was NOT right. I though that the site may be impregnated with that type of energy, as a virtual location (I personally believe that the complete cyberworld belongs to the abyss or something like that), so I went upstairs, I laid into my bed, and fell into deep meditation.
What is interesting is that this was the first time that I even saw my aura, because I didnt think "i cant do it" or anything, I just DID IT I was more spontaneous than ever and my mind eye showed me what was necessary to defend myself.
I saw a gray cloud behind my lower part of back, like it was biting my energy, I suppose, my first 3 chakras - no wonder that I felt shaken to the base. Under it, in my aura, there was a bloody red cloud of fluid, like when you drop blood into water and it starts spreading like a smoke. My aura was damaged, luckily not pierced. I quickly detached and nullified the cloud, ordered my aura to work and cover the energy hole until it regenerates and I increased shielding. I had a feeling of cold in that area, like the aura was thinner in that zone, but after I have programmed myself to regenerate it was very warm. Navel chakra area was damaged the most. I saw only whats necessary, the rest of aura had no color, it looked to me like glass egg I didnt see its color. I was never too much into auras and chakras so this was quite a surprise - I was just about to purify my energy and shield and didnt expect to see anything. After a few hours when, I assume, my energy closed the hole, I felt incredible increase of physical and mental energy and mood in the same time. Today I feel itching and warm in that part but not on my skin - it's outside (or inside? Im not sure) of my body I guess my subconscience is telling me that it's healing. I believe that the gray cloud was a thought form planted to attack, like a landmine.
... what do you think? Did anyone have similar experiences?
