You are gradually and safely gaining valuable experience in how to most effectively use your psychic visions and energy readings of the structure of the building to be able to complete the picture, by interpreting the meaning of each individual piece of the puzzle one at a time.
This is the way in which psychic information is normally received by people who work with the police to help solve crimes. And it is probably the biggest single factor which makes people even more sceptical about whether the psychic is genuine, self deluded or fraudulent.
It appears to the outside observer that the psychic is either guessing or simply feeling their way through each of the clues (cold reading), which leads them to conclude that using psychics in this manner is a complete waste of their energy and time and that real psychic abilities obviously never existed in the first place.
When they do!
The colour difference which you mentioned which made the head stone stand out from all the others is a typical method used by our minds to emphasize the most important parts of the puzzle, so that we can focus most of our attention and energies only upon them and more quickly make vital information available to the officers of the law to use in their investigation of what actually happened on that day, and hopefully end in them arresting the guilty person or people who were responsible.
BTW I was wondering whether or not you have ever had the opportunity to visit ground zero in New York where the terrorists brought down the twin towers of the World Trade Centre on September 11th, 2001. Who could ever forget these terrible images which it seems are burned deeply forever upon our eye's retinas?
I would expect that if you visited this place where there was so much pain, fear and death as well as such courage and personal sacrifice to save others that it would be virtually flooded with the residual psychic energies from the man made disaster. A place like that where the psychic energies would still be so highly concentrated ten or more years after the actual event could potentially overload and burn out your sensitive psychic "wiring", if you did not take the necessary precautions to protect yourself from this happening.
Personally I find what you have written in this thread so far intensely fascinating as it is like we have been given the huge privilege of reading your private psychic journal, and are being offered valuable insights into what it is like to be a psychic of your exceptional ability, and so young.
It is about as close as many of us will get to knowing what this is like to be someone like yourself, including the downsides, which is going to I feel over time reduce much of the ignorance and fear that has prevented others from working with their own psychic abilities, knowing that they are not alone with their problems and that somebody else has an idea of what they have and are now going through.
Thank you sincerely for sharing your experiences with us, as it must take a lot of trust and courage for you to open up about them to people whom you have never met in person, after you were taken advantage of by so many "friends" who only had their own best interests and egos at heart.
And finally yes it does seem that many successful psychics have had to struggle with horrible things happening to them throughout their lives, presumably to both loosen the bonds between their physical and spirit bodies, as well as making them more compassionate and understanding towards and about the suffering of others.
Love, Light and Peace,
EoT
