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by AriesJupiter » Fri Apr 09, 2010 3:01 pm
I feel this exact same way! It's funny too, because I just wrote a post saying that I felt like I was on my last life.
And yes, ever since I pondered the idea of Reincarnation being true, I concluded that this MUST be my last life. (I just can't imagine that I need to do it again- this seems like this is the final go-around)
And the thing is, reading these responses of people who feel this way, everyone seems unusually positive and uplifting.
I think for me, this life has been unusually challenging, but at the same time I feel unusually blessed, like, yes, the "ask and you shall receive" quote somebody mentioned. I just have always felt like God was right by my side even though I never was religious. I too feel like this is the big last test, and yes it can feel overwhelming at times, and I wonder am I really doing it right? Should it be more epic than this? But I just keep on, and hope for the best... Can't give up!
I too, feel the clock ticking... so much to do, so little time! I'm starting to get less focused on the superficial goals (becoming famous or some B.S.- lol) and realizing that if this is indeed my last life, by gosh, I better soak it up and enjoy every last minute of my experience being alive as a human being, evolving on this earth!
I used to get really depressed and not really care about my life too, like someone else responded, feeling like "I was so close I could taste it" (to returning "home"- to Heaven or what not) But NOW, now for some reason I really Don't want to die! I love living my life! Once I let go of my expectations, now I really just enjoy living for the simplicity and realness of what it is (it helps when you stop trying to fit into mainstream society, and do what they say... that's all a big scam and I think it takes away the value of people's lives by wasting it trying to put up an image for others, and being self-conscious and untrue to your true spirit)
Anyway, great post. It's so random how I was just thinking about that, and then here I come across all of you who feel the same way. It's great to know I'm not the only one who feels this way.
Blessings, and enjoy your journey...