Can anyone give me a past life reading?

[lightshine]

I have never been able to do a reading for myself except that i sense either i commited suicide or was murdered in a recent past life.  In this life as a child I remembered certain things as a child in another life perhaps a few years before I was born in this life.  my birthdate is 4-12-1968, female.  Could it be possible if I was reincarnated directly after a young death that I have met someone from that life in the present?  I have searched for this person my whole life as far back as I can remember.  I have no idea who I am looking for.  Any help would be grateful.