I realy hope you find that you can forgive him for what ever has done to you and I'm always glad to help any one no matter the problem to the best of my abilities...
I am glad what i said made sense I hardly make sense to myself sometimes honestly
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I honestly hope things get better for you....
and please do remember that even if you two can't be friends any more that life DOES go on and you will find some one new who will make you happy
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just give it time and you will see that maybe his only purpose in your life was to teach you somthing...
my ex taught me I can love ppl openly and that I AM beautiful and I shouldn't care what others think and he gave me sooo much confidence in myself it is unbelievable.... and it hurts thinking about all our memories we had together but you know it's good to think back on the good times
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just give it time and go at you own pace if you don't want to think about him now then wait awhile....
same with everything you do....
and don't force yourself to forgive him either.... if it's not in your nature to be an easy forgiver then let it be that way.....
take you time with all aspects of everything one day he will be forgiven or even forgotten....
just live your life and be as happy as you can and don't make foolish choices that will leave you grieving agian...
keep us updated on how things go
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