First of all I hate the term "Girl Friend" I hate the "Girl Friend/Boy Friend" realtionship, when all one or both of them want is sex. Real love is soemthing different.Samson wrote:If that is so, why are you still using the internet to find a girlfriend?, If you were that good you wouldn't be here telling me all this.
What I felt or feel for Jennie is Love, not Lust. There is compassion too, & a drive to make her one of the happiest person's in this world, & by GOD I am going to do it, sooner or later, atleast as a friend if not a life partner. I was, am & will always be as serious as that when it comes to her. She knows it too. She doesn't want to see me that way, or give me a chance that way doesn't mean I stop feeling those for her. I love her & I am giving my love to her, it is similar to the love I give u or the other members of the site, just that this is different & more deeper. & I am not expecting anything in return from her except that I want her to trust me as a friend, (See the irony, my name means Faith & trust & I can't make a person trust me).
But other than her, I have never & I will never ever search for a girlfriend online, & trust me if I am interested in a girl it is Marriage or just a very good & deep plationic friendship, nothing inbetween, (u know I am an extrimist).