Dear WW
I have opened your records, had a little trouble at first because of the confusion with the name, they said it is WWH. You are so loved by the spirit world, you have some very special gift, I get the impression it is some type of expression with art/crafts. Continue this work and get some additional instruction on it.
What is the root/source of the deep sadness I'm carrying around and what can I do to heal it (or be healed)?"
I get the sense that this sadness is not yours, it is from a friend or loved one that took her own life, not intentionally, like maybe an overdose of drugs or car accident, an accident, but it was her fault. She has attached to you for many years apparently because of the beautiful light you have, you have a golden/lavender aura. I don't know what that means but our other friends on the forum can give us input on this.
I have a prayer for you to assist this entity on it's way and a prayer for releasing outside influences.
Prayer for Loved Ones and Entities
Father/Mother God, we ask that this entity/soul be sent on in its spiritual evollution for the highest good and mutual benefit of everyone concerned.
Prayer for Releasing Outside Influences
If what I am experiencing is not mine may God have His shield around me and I release whatever it may be to Him.
This entity has been with you for a long time, it may take a week or so for it to release and continue on its way. It has never meant any harm, it was just drawn by your beautiful light. You might talk with your family and see if there was someone that died when you were about 3 or 4 years old.
You apparently did not have the wedding you had dreamed of, something in the union has caused you to not be sure you were married in the proper way. This has been the concern with using the H name. Your husband does love you but he is becoming distressed in your sadness and is blaming himself believing he has caused it. You will be able to talk about this soon and once the sadness begins to lift, you two need to plan a second honeymoon, even if it is just overnight or just a weekend, it will make all the difference.
Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to enter your records. I see a few troubles, but nothing you can't take care of. You have a good, comfortable life ahead. Don't worry. You are here to experience life, go for it.
Love, Light and Laugther
MangoMom