I wanted to request a reading please.

[Ronnie83]

In the years 2002-2004, I was in graduate school and obtaining a Master's degree in gov't studies. while a student, I was an Intern for a local government agency with the understanding that I would be hired as a permanent employee at the end of the program. IT WAS A DIASTER! I am writing in all caps as that is how strong the feelings are still tot his day. I was demoted, I lost everything and then muy mother dies soon after. I thought I was over it and today I rec'd an e mail inviting me to a party for these people.  the hurt and the shame and rage was so intense I felt sick. I wanted to get  a reading as to why the contact and what does it mean? Where am I stuck in my career as I have not been able to advance in ANY way in my life path. If anything I feel i am going backward.  

I know I have unloaded a lot, but any help would be grealty apprceiated.