Jamie,
Even way back in 2010 when you first became a member your readings were saying that this is the direction which you were always meant to take, but it did not go into any further details about exactly what the job working with wild animals would be. You have been encouraged from the beginning to widen your net when looking to get into this field, and to make maximum use of any contacts or unexpected opportunities to get an edge over your competition.
Advice which I feel that you have taken on board and made every possible effort to carry out in your job hunting. So I feel that it has already been established beyond any shadow of a doubt that at the very least you are going in the right direction (working with wild animals), in spite of the many knock backs and discouraging responses which you have received to your ongoing efforts to find a job as well as to your job applications up until now.
Honestly I do not feel there is anything more that you can humanly do to get into this type of career, if there is not enough current demand for wild animal workers in your local area. Your dream may therefore either never come true if you continue to confine your job hunting, or it may take so long that you will be too old to take advantage of any job openings.
It is also quite definite that you are needing to move out of your present living arrangements with your very bad room mate, so any insights which advise you to just put up with it and stay there indefinitely are likely to fall on deaf ears, regardless of how convincing they might be that you should stay put and put off the move until you cannot stand it anymore.
In summary the reading is saying that you are meant to work with wild animals as a career. Giving up your dream to do so is simply not an option. Although you may be forced by your current circumstances as well as the increasing urgency of you getting a job to move elsewhere to be able to have that dream realized within a reasonable period of time.
It is felt that if you are constantly coming up against dead ends where you are living now, that there is a limit beyond which you are likely to give up on your dream permanently, which it feels would be a crying shame. The advice therefore is that you do need yo move to somewhere else and start afresh there to have your dream come true.
Really where you move to will be largely determined by the present state of your finances and how far you can move way from where you are now, but still have a support network of friends, family members and career guidance officers to help you to settle down as quickly as possible into a much more favourable employment market when compared to the one which has frustrated you for so long.
There are so many factors both known and mostly unknown which will ultimately determine where you will move to, that the reading is leaving that decision entirely up to you to make. That feeling of stagnation which you described in most areas of your life is just another sign that you have gone about as far as you are reasonably able to in finding a wild animal job where you are currently located, and that it is therefore probably time for a change of scenery and for you to balance the the risks of making this move with the real risk that by not taking this opportunity which is being given to you now, that you may never be given it again in this lifetime.
In other words it may turn out to be a once in a lifetime opportunity, which you cannot afford not to give it your best shot. To a person such as yourself who is so highly motivated to make a success of this, stagnation is the equivalent of the death of your dream.
Your dream to work with wild animals will remain only a dream if you do not move far enough to get into a much more favorable job market where there is significantly more demand for people who want a wild animal career, but are at the same time willing to flexible and patient enough to start at the bottom and gradually work up to the type of job in this area that they want to be doing when they retire.
A dream may indeed be a wish your heart makes as we are told in the lyrics of the signature Walt Disney song, but a dream also requires considerable and consistent effort on our parts (possibly with the help of many other people) in order to make it manifest or materialise at this physical level. That considerable effort in many cases can include us moving to where the job is, instead of us indefinitely staying put and stagnant in our normal comfort zone.
All the very best of luck,
EoT
