will I ever be happy?

[benjamin]

I have prayed for death since I was 5-6 and keep tring to make my life happy but I never get what I want from life..Its like god is cursing me...there are always more obstacles then rewards..but I am to chicken to kill myself so tell me will I ever get past this..

[auraca]

I sent you a three card reading privately.

[Deborah]

I wish to tell you ..that not everyone is happy all the time... some people find ways to change directions others hide it well.... others cry out ...


Happiness does not just come to you ..to be happy you have to share happiness..when one shares this feeling of joy, happiness, then they know true happiness... ..

What truely makes you happy.. is there something that you can focus on?
Is there something in life that has made u feel the sadness?

Lets start here then we will contioue.
Deborah

[Deborah]

http://www.MysticBoard.com/viewtopic.php?t=3439

[FloridaLightWorker]

Dear benjamin,

I am sensing you are an Indigo Child who was never understood, for your talents and abilities. Please read this post and see if any of these feelings are the ones you have been having? There are alot of Indigos in thier 30's.

http://www.MysticBoard.com/viewtopic.php?t=3251

If so, I will give you a few websites to explore this further. Please let me know. . .

As Richard Bach said in one of his books:
'How do I know if my mission on Earth is finished?'
Answer: 'If you are alive. . . It isn't!'
Hang in there!
Blessings to you! Linda

[benjamin]

the last post on the indigo child seems about right but It has gotten to the point where I dont feel right anywhere...I keep feeling like it would be so much easier if I wasnt on this planet...I am so tired guys I want out...

[Deborah]

drain the negative thoughts out ..talk about it ..tell someone how u feel...it makes things better ....

I have been there before ... out is easy ... but life has so much to offer... let us help u find out what it has to offer...

Deb