I have a question and its kinda a multi layered one.
I have no idea if its a tarot question or a psychic question or a whatever!
But this is basically the low down on the situation.
okay I have this electronic tarot that I sometimes check out randomly and so I looked and the card for today was Reversed Sun - which was exactly how I was feeling today! Like exactly!
"Clouds may be obscuring truth. Not as bright as things could be, but not dark either. A mitigating of circumstances. Possible sadness. Burn out from a job or relationship. Time to sit this one out until bright sun returns. Positive energies dampened, but not completely gone. Focus on good still at hand until time passes. Confusion and concealment. Truth is still there, but may be hidden. A slower than expected recovery from illness. Relationship in some trouble but still salvageable."
So I looked at the card for yest and it was King of Swords.
"An articulate and intellectual man who is very capable in leading others in business and life. A mentor or elder statesman. This man is a good politician as well as a good candidate for the priesthood. Possessing a Solomon-like wisdom and commanding authority. A man of high moral standards and principles. This is someone you can trust in all things. A rule follower. Committed to the greater good of all."
Then the card for tomoz is 8 of Wands.
"Stability has been regained and it is time to move forward with renewed interest and passion. You are almost at the end, do not lose focus now. Dig in and see it through. This is the right path and you are doing the right thing. Stability and Growth continuing. A possible speeding up of energy. Others cheering you on in support of your goals."
yesterday was the mess up day for me in regards to a 3 month relationship that I am in.
My interp of the King of swords using what the write up mentions is that it shows the ultimate image of perfect righteous ethical behaviour.
So what happens if you completely behave in a fashion that is socially deemed 'wrong' in every sense of the word on a day that is meant to be all about behaving like a True King!
Now what??
The thing is that I do not feel bad in the slightest. I know that I am meant to feel 'bad' but I really don't.
(I am dating someone who is a wonderful wonderful guy and he treats me like a princess - in the way that I would love to be treated. But on my side - his love is growing stronger and mine is dwindling. And dwindling super duper fast. I am also leaving the country in jan)
yest was a day for me.
I completely couped out and did What I wanted to do. Without a thought for anyone else's feelings. I was really selfish. But I don't feel 'bad'. I feel actually rather refreshed; disappointed and not the happiest person in the world but def not completely down in the dumps.
I feel pissed at myself that I could actually be such a selfish person, and cause others to worry - but also a total bit of indifference.
I did end up with someone else.
Came completely out of nowhere!Could you guys maybe help on these 3 cards meaning?
A question that is buzzing around my head alot at the moment in regards to the guy I'm dating is, "Bigger picture!! What is the bigger picture here??".
The reason why: Is cause I am literally his first gf. And he is certainly not mine. He is older than me but has no relationship experience and I mean in the sense of knowing relationships, like arguments and the kind of disagreements you can have, the general day to day relationship stuff.
He projected himself to me in the start of the relationship that he knew relationships but as the days and weeks passed I realized he had 'lied' to me. And I say lied cause I do feel betrayed.
He is very much still a kid.
And I was pretty miffed at the fact that here I was in a relationship again with a complete novice! But he is SUCH a good person. Like the best man I have EVER met in my entire life. But I just really don't like him anymore. I get frustrated with him & I really shouldn't.
I say to myself - seriously grow up! he is great. Stop being such a b *tch. So what if he doesn't know this stuff? And hasn't experienced the world with its different thoughts and cultures etc etc. Urg. And so the battle in the head continues.
Gosh I am sorry for all the random pieces of info.
I just wanted to try give a little bit of a better idea of the emotions, thought processes involved.
The question is about the cards, and what possible meanings they could mean when put together I think.
Thank you So much for your time for reading this!
Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Love & Laughter
for me at this point in my life! lol! I am feeling the need for just some happy and easy interactions, doesn't have to be sexual but I need some carefree in my life. Everything else is so darn serious.
but he kinda thinks I am The One, so he is not going to do anything to sabotage it.
hahahahahaahaha!!! Brilliant!!! 
Great for you both! I am glad things finally worked out :smt020