Hi All!
I would really apprecitate it if someone would be willing to give me a reading.
My name is: Toni Lynn Linares
My Birthday is: 5-15-1955
Thanks
I am requesting a numerology reading please
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Your Life Path is 13/4
Toni, you are practical, down to earth with strong ideas about right and wrong.
You are orderly and organized, systematic and controlled, you are decisive and
methodical employing a step by step rational approach to problems solving. Once
committed you do not give up easily!
You are not one for "get rich quick" schemes. Rather you use hard work and
long hours to build a business or career; you seek to establish a solid foundation.
Precise, tenacious and persevering, you have great potential for success, but
only after putting out effort and overcoming the limitations you so often encounter.
Justice and honesty are sacred to you. You are reliable and dependable, a
cornerstone in the community.
Though not an idealist, you are willing to work for a better world in a realistic
way. However, you can be rigid in your ideas and sometimes too quick in judging
your fellow man. You are loyal to those you love and work well with others. It is
important that while being part of a team you have your own responsibility and
well- defined task, you perform better when your responsibilities are not
overlapping with those of others. You have to be careful not to be bossy and rude.
You possess rare discipline and perseverance and not everyone can keep up
with you.
Toni, you can handle money carefully and like the security of a nest egg.
Your love of work often leads you into a career early in life. Because of your
methodical nature you can easily become rigid and stuck in convention. You can
also be overly cautious when changes are necessary, this can cause you to miss
opportunities that present themselves. You must cultivate flexibility in your
character. You are well suited for marriage and often become a responsible
loving parent. However, anything that violates your profound sense of order, such
as separation or divorce can be a shattering experience for you. You easily
become obsessed and even vengeful, seeking your own definition of justice.
You are courageous and a true survivor. You are a builder and the foundation of
any enterprise. Your hard work and practical, traditional values pay off to provide
you with the rewards you seek and deserve.
Toni, your 13 Life Path is somewhat burdened by the presence of a Karmic
Debt.
Those with the 13 Karmic Debt will work very hard to accomplish any task.
Obstacles stand in their way, and must be overcome time and again. One may
often feel burdened and frustrated by the seeming futility of one's efforts there
may be a desire to surrender to the difficulties and simply give up on the goal,
believing it was impossible to attain in the first place. Some with the 13 Karmic
Debt fall to laziness and negativity. But efforts are not futile, and success is well
within reach. One simply must work hard, and persevere in order to reach the
goal. Many highly successful people in all walks of life, including business, art,
and athletics, have a 13 Karmic Debt.
The key to succeeding wit the 13 is focus. Very often, people with the 13
Karmic Debt do not concentrate or direct their energies in one specific direction,
or on a single task, but scatter their energies over many projects and jobs, none
of which amount to very much. A temptation wit the 13 is to take shortcuts for
quick success. Too often, that easy success doesn't come, causing regret and
the desire to give up. The result is a poor self-image, and the belief that one is
incapable of amounting to very much.
In order to focus, you must maintain order in your life. Order is essential to
success. You must maintain a schedule, keep appointments, and follow through.
Keep your environment neat and under control, and never procrastinate. If you
sustain a steady and consistent effort, you will realize much reward.
Your Birthday is 15
You are highly creative and artistic. Toni, you also have a gift for languages.
No matter what you do as a profession, your love tends to be the arts, especially
the visual arts, such as painting, calligraphy, or sculpture.
There is a yearning within you to ground within the family or community
structure, but there is a hint of wanderlust, too, which makes grounding difficult.
You want the best in your life, and you strive for it.
Commitment to relationships -- especially home and marriage -- is a central
issue in your life. You must be willing to bring out the best in your partner, or the
place you live. In the same way, you must truly commit to your own abilities --
make the most of them! Honor your talent and cultivate it with hard work and
refinement.
Toni, you are very sensitive. Criticism has a very negative effect on you. For
this reason, you tend to support others to the point of denying yourself. You want
to live according to the Golden Rule, which is that you treat others as you would
want to be treated.
You are generous and understanding. As a parent, you are devoted to your
children and can maintain stability and love within the family. You tend to be
demonstrative in your affections.
You are responsible but keep your own counsel and make your own decisions.
You probably look young for your age.
In addition to your artistic talent, you possess sound business and financial
instincts. You tend to be thorough and conscientious in your approach to
business, traits that pay off in the long run.
Toni, you must beware of becoming too soft in relationships. People can see
you as an easy mark, or abuse your well-worn shoulder, upon which many tears
have been shed. Be more than a willing ear.
You have considerable talent as a healer, but need to develop the actual tools
of the healing vocation in order to truly help others.
You are multi-talented and with focus and determination, you have great
potential for success.
Your Expression is 30/3
Toni, you are optimistic, inspiring, outgoing, and expressive. People see you
as cheerful, positive and charming; your personality has a certain bounce and
verve that so powerfully affects others that you can inspire people without effort.
All of this upward energy is a symptom of your tremendous creativity. Your
verbal skills may well lead you into the fields of writing, comedy, theater, and
music.
Yours is the number of self-expression -- rich in imagination and spirit. But you
have to be careful not to scatter your talents. Your bane is that you often lack
discipline and order in your life. Avoid becoming a "happy- go-lucky" spendthrift,
escaping responsibility and commitment. You must learn to concentrate and
focus.
These are the keys to your success. You have great potential in the arts and
areas that requires creative solutions to problems. You are able to perform leaps
of imagination, providing unconventional ideas as if they suddenly descended
from above. Hard work and focus, however, are the foundation for a successful
future.
Though you possess great verbal skills, your mind tends to see life as pictures
rather than in words. Yet, you have the ability to think abstractly.
Creativity is a sensitive faculty that is often suppressed in childhood. If you lack
the confidence to pursue your ideas, you may divert your abilities into a scattering
of trivial pursuits.
To overcome this problem, you must make a choice. Toni, you have to limit
your field of vision and the number of activities you engage in, and bundle your
energies into a single thrust. Focus your life; choose the area that you love the
most, and commit. There, you will find success. And a great deal of happiness.
Love, romance, and money are within your reach. You are aided by your
friends and admirers. Often people appear out of nowhere to help you in key
situations. Toni, you have to learn to accept the involvement of others in your life.
You are not a loner, nor are you particularly independent. You are social -- you
need an audience and the support of others to fully realize your abilities.
On the down-side, you can be superficial, moody, and intolerant. You are
emotional and sensitive, sometimes presuming criticism where none was
intended. You can also be jealous and gossipy. Beware of becoming cynical and
sarcastic. These traits can suppress your natural creativity.
Be goal-oriented. This is a practical, step-by-step approach to your larger
ambitions. You possess the natural abilities to attain a high degree of excellence.
Your Heart's Desire is 19/1
Toni, your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life
according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever
field you enter. Whether it is in business, community, or in your general area of
expertise, you are driven to be the reigning figure.
You have the courage and the confidence to lead others. You believe firmly
that your judgment is preeminent over all others. This gives you the confidence to
make bold decisions and carry them out, even when other lives are greatly
affected by what you do. You rarely look back once you have made a decision.
You possess intelligence and wit. You are keenly insightful and are good at
evaluating the abilities of others.
You are supremely individualistic. In your manner and dress, you like to project
your own unique persona.
Consequently, you don't mind being controversial, and can even enjoy the
attention and impact you have made on your surroundings.
Toni, you dislike routines, or anything that limits your freedom and
independence.
Whenever you commit to something you truly love, you are absolutely
tenacious in your ability to endure difficulties and overcome obstacles. You are
highly responsible; you hate passing the buck. You possess remarkable
willpower and a strong drive to succeed.
You are always looking for innovative ways of doing things.
Because you seek to be the boss in any endeavor, you have a tendency to
dominate others. If you are not careful, especially in dealing with your
subordinates and family, you may become ruthless in your decisions and
behavior. You can also fall victim to impatience and intolerance, particularly if you
grow conceited or superior.
Toni, you are the pioneer and the ground-breaker. You love the foreground, the
hot-seat of responsibility. You have all the talents to succeed. As long as you
maintain balance in your life, allowing others full expression of their thoughts and
abilities, you will easily rise to the top of your chosen field and realize your
ambitions.
Your Personality is 20/2
Toni, you appear friendly and unpretentious. You have a soft and warm
exterior. Others perceive you as gentle, safe harbor. People are drawn to you
because, among other reasons, you appear warm and unthreatening.
Your dress is neat and clean. Toni, your clothing should be comfortable, soft,
and flowing. You should avoid plain and understated clothes. Make an effort to
be a little more daring and exciting in your appearance. This will balance nicely
with your perceptive and open personality.
The opposite sex is attracted to your gentle and attentive nature, yet senses
the passion beneath your surface. You have sex appeal.
Exercise is important to your appearance and to promote the level of strength
you radiate.
You are very patient and understanding, and a wonderful listener. You make
others feel important and loved.
You are sensitive and become tense in a disharmonious atmosphere. You
have experienced quite a bit of negative criticism as a child, which made you shy
growing up. Though you may be well past that shyness, a bit of the vulnerability
has remained with you and is often sensed by others.
Toni, you are a peacemaker. Arguments leave you drained. People sense
your desire for harmony. But you must avoid being the blank tablet for others'
projections. People may underestimate your strength, but this is a mistake. You
are strong. You bend, but don't break.
You have a fine sense of beauty and excellent taste. There is a grace in your
movements, reflecting your keen sense of harmony and refinement.
MATURITY
Your Maturity number indicates an underlying wish or desire that gradually
surfaces around age thirty to thirty-five. This underlying goal begins to emerge as
you gain a better understanding of yourself. With self-knowledge comes a
greater awareness of who you are, what your true goals in life are, and what
direction you want to set for your life. This, in a nutshell, is the gift of maturity:
You no longer waste time and energy on things that are not within your own
special identity.
No matter what your age is at present, your life is being channeled in a specific
direction, toward a very specific goal. That goal can be seen as a reward or the
fulfillment of a promise that is implicit in your current efforts, often without your
knowing it consciously. While the characteristics of this number are usually
visible during childhood, we tend to lose sight of these aspects until later in life.
But our lives are always being affected by this influence, nonetheless.
Your Maturity number begins to have a more profound impact on your life after
the age of 35. The influence of the number increases steadily as you grow older.
Your Maturity is 7
As you mature, Toni, you will become increasingly occupied with the larger
questions of life, reading, contemplating and searching for a deeper
understanding of who you are and what this life is all about.
You may turn to philosophy or religion, but will likely examine a wide array of
areas, broadening your knowledge in many disciplines.
Your intuition grows stronger, as does your ability to look beneath the surface
of every subject you study. You are able to analyze abstract questions and live
according to your higher ideals.
You may find yourself needing more time alone; your need for privacy will likely
increase.
If you already have several sevens in your chart, you will have to guard against
becoming withdrawn, and alienated.
If you have no sevens, you will now have the ability to deepen your
understanding of one particular field. You will have the opportunity to become
grounded in a particular area of study.
Your Life Path / Expression Bridge number is 1
Toni, you should rely more on your own strengths and abilities. Be more
decisive; don't beat around the bush and be straightforward when expressing
your thoughts and feelings. You need to take charge more often. Get off the
beaten path and find original ways of doing things. Do not try to be conventional,
or try so hard to behave according to the expectations of others.
Your Heart's Desire / Personality Bridge number is 1
Toni, you should rely more on your own strengths and abilities. Be more
decisive; don't beat around the bush and be straightforward when expressing
your thoughts and feelings. You need to take charge more often. Get off the
beaten path and find original ways of doing things. Do not try to be conventional,
or try so hard to behave according to the expectations of others.
You have a Karmic Lesson 4
Toni, you feel confusion about your life's direction. You will have to establish a
methodical and disciplined approach. You need to create a foundation for your
life. Otherwise, you will feel lost and tossed about by change.
You have trouble finding the work you do best. You tend to be somewhat
impractical and disorganized. You look for the answers to life's problems outside
yourself, rather than within. New jobs start off as The Answer, but do not have
the same glamour for long. You quickly discover that the new work requires the
same effort and perseverance, without the excitement you expected, which may
cause you to give up too soon.
Concentration and application need to be strengthened.
The effects of this Karmic Lesson are diminished if you have at least one 4
among your core numbers (Life Path, Birthday, Hearts Desire, Expression, or
Personality Number).
You have a Karmic Lesson 8
Toni, you can attract a considerable amount of money and even be a good
business person, but you experience major ups and downs in your financial
affairs, due largely to your lack of caution in handling your resources.
You are highly independent and do not want to be told how to do things. You
have great problems with authority figures. This stems from a kind of know-it-all
attitude and stubborn behavior that prevents you from knowing your limits.
You will have to work at knowing how to handle money. In all likelihood, you will
attract enough of it, but it has a tendency to slip through your fingers. This
Karmic Lesson forces you to learn your limitations, and the limitations of your
resources.
Learn to be efficient.
The effects of this Karmic Lesson are diminished if you have at least one 8
among your core numbers (Life Path, Birthday, Hearts Desire, Expression, or
Personality Number).
Your Hidden Passion is 5
Toni, you love travel, change, and new challenges. You are highly adaptable
and versatile. You have a talent for languages, and are generally good with
words. Writing, promotion, and public relations work suit you perfectly.
You are sensual and a bit impulsive. You love to satisfy your senses, which
can get you into trouble. Overindulgence in food, drink, sex, and drugs are
common among people with too many 5s -- six or more.
You are resourceful and original. You have a good sense of humor and a quick
tongue.
Your desire for freedom is extremely strong and it will take effort and discipline
to stick with whatever it is you started. There is a tendency to give up a project or
situation prematurely.
Toni, you may be interested in too many things, which can make it hard for you
to apply yourself to one area successfully.
You are very unconventional.
Commitment in relationships and your work is fundamental to your happiness.
You may have a tendency to wander from person to person, job to job, making
depth of relationship or deep expertise difficult
Your Plane of Expression Physical is 5
Toni, you have a natively strong constitution. You are versatile and resourceful.
You have a flexible body and quick reactions.
You enjoy change, travel, and meeting new people. You have a talent for
promoting ideas.
You are attracted to the new and exciting. You seek knowledge and
understanding through experience.
You go about life in a unique and innovative way; you avoid the conventional
and traditional.
You talk well about many different things and are an excellent salesman if you
believe in the product.
Your Plane of Expression Mental is 9
Toni, your thinking goes naturally to large scale endeavors. You are concerned
about the general well-being of society, and have a long range perspective.
You are highly compassionate but somewhat impersonal in your relationships
with others. It takes a long time for people to get to know you intimately. At the
same time, you give your energy unselfishly to worthy causes and earn the
respect of people for your commitment.
You are romantic and possess a touch of the dramatic. You are likely attracted
to public service, or the theater, either as a benefactor, actor, or writer.
You have a broad view of humanity and can deal effectively with people from all
walks of life. You have little if any prejudice.
Your Plane of Expression Emotional is 27/9
Toni, you love the many and want to dedicate yourself to the service of those
less fortunate than yourself. You are willing to make great sacrifices for a worthy
cause, and in fact draw enormous satisfaction from knowing that your life has
made a positive difference to others.
Conversely, you have difficulty in one-to-one relationships, especially
relationships with the opposite sex. You are viewed as impersonal and
sometimes a bit aloof. You can also be hard to get to know.
You are a person possessed by your dream and have trouble with relationships
that are not an integral part of that dream.
You appear to others as self-sufficient, which can make close relationships a
little more difficult since people want to be needed.
You have enormous artistic talent, especially in a variety of arts, such as
interior design, photography, acting, and writing.
Toni, you have great compassion and idealism. In fact, you are so idealistic
that you can be a bit impractical and lose touch with the ground. You need a
practical, down-to-earth cause to be most effective.
Your Plane of Expression Intuitive is 7
Toni, you have great intuition and insight in abstract and metaphysical matters.
You seek a broad perspective on all intuitive matters. You like to provide scientific
and rational support to all of your intuitive insights.
You have an inventive mind and likely have a talent as a writer or composer.
Your Balance is 8
Use your considerable power in a balanced way Toni. You may use power in a
manipulative way, rather than confront people on principle.
Use your power in a higher way, namely, by accepting personal responsibility
for the issue and its solution. Toni, you have enormous creativity and the
leadership to find an answer to almost any problem.
Try not to force your own solution upon groups, but include their concerns and
ideas in the larger solution that you can bring about. Toni, learn to use power for
the good of all.
Your Rational Thought is 37/1
Toni, you are an independent thinker, original, and not easily influenced by
others. You tend to pursue a line of thought stubbornly, and you can be
dominating in intellectual discussions.
You tend to solve problems and plan projects with a straight-forward approach.
You rarely allow yourself to be distracted. Quite often, you realize at some later
stage, that you did not pay enough attention to the available alternatives, and a
project may find itself stuck with no chance of further advancement. When you
find yourself facing such a situation your frustration tends to be considerable but
of short duration. You simply start all over. You do not give up easily.
The first letter of your first name gives an additional indication to your
character, particularly as to the manner in which you approach opportunities and
obstacles. The first letter is called your Cornerstone.
Your Cornerstone is T
Toni, you are dynamic and live a hustle, bustle kind of life. You may have to
force yourself to slow down sometimes. You like to expand and enlarge your
world continuously. You can be aggressive when you are committed to an
undertaking or relationships. Watch your emotions; you can be too sensitive and
quickly hurt, which may cloud your usually good judgment and sense of morality.
Your Subconscious Self is 7
Toni, you can appear indifferent to your surroundings and somewhat aloof.
You are well-balanced and can survive many a stormy time. In time of trial, you
withdraw within yourself finding solace and answers, in your creative and
analytical mind. You may be a bit of a loner and do not easily share your feelings
with others.
THE FIRST CHALLENGE
The duration of the First Challenge usually lasts from birth until approximately
the age of 30 to 35.
Your First Challenge is 1
You must learn to be independent. Toni, you will be forced to stand up for
yourself and your rights. You will be faced with situations in which you will have to
choose between standing up for what you think is right versus giving in to another
person's demands. You will have to struggle to strengthen and know your own
will power.
You will have to learn to be firm and trust your judgment. Don't run with the
crowd, be an individual. This whole lesson represents the frontiers of your
consciousness. Therefore, you will have to experience much trial and error,
sometimes exploding with bursts of aggression, other times being intimidated and
letting frustration and anger build within you until you are ready to act on your
deepest instincts.
Toni, you will learn your own set of values; you will develop into an individual
with original and innovative ideas.
If you have 1s in your core numbers or in your Hidden Passion this challenge
will not be as difficult to learn, or as strongly felt.
THE SECOND CHALLENGE
The Second Challenge usually lasts until the age of about 35 to 40.
Your Second Challenge is 4
You tend to be disorderly and disorganized. Toni, you are impractical and tend
to fantasize about projects or possibilities that have little value or future.
You must learn to discriminate between iron balloons and those that will fly.
You have difficulty finishing projects because your vision becomes chaotic and
loses tract of the path ahead.
You have to learn to be aware of the details. Keep your environment clean and
orderly. Be efficient.
You have the ability to be practical and organized but you must learn their
value. This will cause you to incorporate them into your daily life and give you the
basis for success.
This is the challenge of building a lasting foundation for your life. Toni, you will
need perseverance and repeated effort. Get-rich-quick schemes will likely
backfire; persistent effort is the key to your future happiness.
Your Third Challenge is 3
Toni, you are your own worst critic. You suppress your individuality and
creativity. Each time you want to make an impression, you doubt yourself
beforehand, and criticize yourself ruthlessly afterward. Your criticism of yourself
is far more severe than anyone else's.
As a result, you tend to play it safe by staying on the surface, indulging in
superficialities. You rarely express what goes on deep inside of you; instead, you
cover up your feelings with humor or perfunctory remarks.
You often feel alone and lonely.
Toni, your fear of social interaction causes you to strain conversation by
making too many jokes and forced joviality.
It may help you to find a creative outlet for your imagination, possibly through
writing, painting, singing or dance.
At the bottom of the challenge is an effort to bring out your true self. You will
learn to truly value your own creative talents above anyone else's judgments.
This must be viewed as a process of individuation, in which you become a whole
human being, independent and free of the need to conform to others.
THE FOURTH CHALLENGE
The Fourth Challenge is most strongly felt during the latter part of our lives,
beginning at the age of approximately 45.
Your Fourth Challenge is 3
(This Challenge is the same as the Third, as described above.)
Your First Pinnacle (from birth until age 32) is 11
This is a challenging period in which you are at a high point of sensitivity and
intuition. There is so much going on in your psyche that you can suffer much
confusion over direction and identity. On the other hand, there is a wide open
channel between the personal consciousness and the higher realms of the
unconscious. Toni, you are constantly being inspired and even assaulted by
information and insight.
Because of the intensity of these revelations, you must learn to ground your life
in faith and a practical vocation that keeps your feet on the ground everyday.
This is a period of enormous spiritual and personal growth. You will come out
of it with a highly uncommon clarity and understanding of life. At the same time, it
is a period of enormous demands, emotionally and spiritually. Any attachment
you might have to specific identity traits -- who you think you are and why you are
here, for example -- is constantly challenged.
There is a desire to settle into some field or way of life to attain stability, but the
energy of this Pinnacle is not allowing it. It is as if there is a destination, or
destiny, to which you are being driven. You do not feel in control of this process.
Instead, you are acutely aware of the forces that are shaping your life. You must
surrender to them.
Meanwhile, you experience the emotional turmoil that can come with this highly
charged period.
There is a definite, even compelling, sense of being different. You are aware of
a feeling of receiving special attention from spiritual forces. Your perception of life
is somehow more acute than others; you see more clearly and more spiritually
due to your high degree of sensitivity. It is as if you have a perfectly accurate
peripheral vision, in which everything stands out in sharp relief. At times you may
feel that you can see into the souls of things.
At the same time, you may feel like a foreigner to the earth. You are completely
impractical. Sometimes you may feel that you do not understand the workings of
the physical world. Practical things escape you. You feel awkward and clumsy
at times, and are aware perhaps how fluidly other lives are going. This increases
your sense of being an outsider.
Toni, more important than all the awkwardness and feelings of being different is
the overwhelming sense of having a purpose or a message to reveal that will
make other people's lives happier, healthier, and more at peace. You want
desperately to bring this out.
The challenge of the 11 Pinnacle is to remain grounded and attached to this
dream. You must find practical and useful ways to be of service to others, at the
same time developing yourself so that one day you may be able to bring forth that
which is within you.
The influences of this period make you highly creative, innovative, and
inventive. You have a completely unconventional approach to problems. Trust
your intuition, seek harmonious settings to restore your sense of inner peace, and
work hard to keep your feet on the ground. This period will bring great rewards on
all levels, and with perseverance you will find your rightful place.
Your Second Pinnacle (from age 33 until age 41) is 8
Toni, under the influences of this Pinnacle, you will have greatly enhanced
talent for dealing successfully with business and finances. This is a time of
material growth, a time of expansion and reward. It is the cycle of harvest.
The 8 Pinnacle also increases your personal power. You have sound
judgment and vision. In fact, this is the basis of your financial success.
People sense your power and effectiveness. They defer to you much more
easily, and look to you for answers. This makes it easier for you to use power
without having to be a bully or force your way through situations. They perceive
your able ness and want to join you in your vision. Others have faith in you.
You will be able to organize large enterprises. Problems do not threaten you
so much as provide a challenge. You yourself sense your enhanced personal
powers and feel a growing sense of stability and centeredness. You will be
capable of influencing matter in an almost magical way. As a result, you are
extremely goal oriented, moving toward the realization of your dreams with
confidence and clarity.
Toni, your challenge during this period is to maintain a hold on your human and
spiritual values. You must remain balanced between heaven and earth. There
will be enormous temptations to make money and status your only priorities,
excluding the more human or immaterial matters entirely. This will undoubtedly
lead to losses. You are being tested and instructed in the real value of money --
it's natural place in life. If money is placed on a high altar, overshadowing all other
facets of life, you will become its slave.
If you are balanced in your approach to money, and have proper perspective,
this can be a truly rewarding period, both materially and spiritually. That is the
true promise of the 8.
The number 8 symbolizes the balance between the finite and infinite, matter
and spirit. It offers a great opportunity to grow.
Your Third Pinnacle (from age 42 until age 50) is 1
Toni, this is a period requiring much independence, courage, resiliency, and
initiative. You must bounce back after many difficult experiences. The challenge
of this Pinnacle is to gain will power.
There is not a lot of support from others or from family. You must draw from
your own strength. You will have to guard against self pity or surrender.
Keep focused on your dreams. This Pinnacle will require an iron will to keep
hold of your goals, and also the flexibility to maneuver around difficulties, and
bend with the winds of adversity.
This is a period of rapid self-improvement and growth. You will be forced to
use every talent and capability you possess. You will need to be resourceful.
Toni, you must continually put out effort, but with it comes great reward.
Without it, there is no accomplishment nor satisfaction, only a negative attitude
toward life.
Be careful not to become too self centered, headstrong or self important. Be
strong but flexible. Be open to the counsel of others, but make up your own mind.
The benefit of this Pinnacle number is a strong sense of your individuality and
strength. You will know what you are made of. There are many hidden gifts in
this period, perhaps the greatest of which is faith.
Your Pinnacle provides you with the characteristics of leadership, boldness,
and daring. You will have many unconventional ideas and the skill and courage to
make them a reality. Your abilities to manage and organize people and
institutions are greatly enhanced. You have vision and confidence in the worth of
your dreams.
These characteristics provide great opportunity for success and major
accomplishments.
Your Fourth Pinnacle (from age 51) is 7
This is a period of inner development and soul searching. Toni, you will deal
with the deeply important questions of personal existence and the meaning of life.
You will need time to be alone to contemplate your inner world. This is a time of
spiritual growth. You will experience a heightened sense of faith. The power of
the universe will be the force that carries you along.
You have an enhanced appreciation of poetry and nature. Walks in nature
provide great therapeutic value and spiritual nourishment.
This is a time of specialization. You will pursue some course of development
with fervor and focus. Your ability to concentrate will be greatly increased. Toni,
your desire to study in all forms -- reading, self reflection, and contemplation -- will
reach an all-time high. Your intuition is much more sensitive, making your path a
little easier and more direct, since you know intuitively the appropriate next step.
Under this Pinnacle, you will become an expert in one particular field. Your
capacity to penetrate the depths of a subject area is enormous. You will look
below the surface in virtually everything you encounter. It is very possible that you
will find yourself in a teaching role.
You must consciously work on your closer relationships, especially with your
spouse and children. You must explain that your desire to turn inward is not an
escape or an avoidance of those you love, but a deep need for knowledge.
During this 7 Pinnacle, spiritual growth, increased knowledge, and wisdom are
the big rewards. The 7 Pinnacle provides the basis for contentment in older age,
because you now begin to understand life more deeply.
Toni, your challenge is to avoid becoming critical or cynical of others. You can
become so withdrawn from society that you look down on others. You may forget
that you, too, are part of the imperfect human race. Sarcasm is the lowest form
of communication, and a trap you could fall victim to.
Your desire to attain some high degree of perfection is sincere. But that pursuit
can make you miserable if you lose perspective and fail to realize the relativity of
human existence. Perfection is a Utopian goal, but an unrealistic ambition. It can
cause you to be dissatisfied with yourself and others.
The 7 provides the possibility of true refinement, insight, and a high degree of
wisdom. This deep understanding is the basis for self-love and true happiness.
Your First Cycle (from birth until age 32) is 5
A period of rapid progress and much change. Toni, you are learning the lesson
of freedom. You will travel, move your residence many times, and change jobs.
You are footloose. It is a time when you will be free of the burdens of
responsibility. You will have a flair for successfully promoting yourself. Your
abilities with words will be greatly enhanced. Toni, you can learn foreign
languages, write, and edit. You will meet many exciting people, visit foreign lands,
and encounter many new ideas. Identify yourself with all that is progressive and
farsighted in your field. Seek change and take hold of new opportunities.
Your Second Cycle (from age 33 until age 59) is 6
A time of family, responsibility, and duty. The issues of commitment, marriage,
and family all come into sharp focus. When the commitments are made and one
responds lovingly and with acceptance, this is a period of much harmony and
support. You are greatly needed by those around you. You will be loved and
appreciated. This is the best cycle for marriage. In the same way, partnerships
go well and much progress is made from joint activities. Conversely, if
commitments are not deeply made or are broken, separation and divorce often
occur. Any artistic talent you possess will surface and new opportunities for
self-expression will present themselves. Toni, you are also under very supportive
influences for starting a business. This is a time of progress through flexibility,
cooperation, and compromise.
Your Third and last Cycle (from age 60) is 2
This is a period of slow and patient development. Toni, you are acutely
sensitive to your surroundings and highly intuitive. You possess a gift as a
peacemaker and have tremendous power through gentle persuasion. Cultivate
the talents of tact and diplomacy. Cooperate with others. Musical and other
artistic talents come to fruition. Partnerships are important, requiring
understanding and compromise. You need patience and flexibility, but you are
under a gentle and benevolent influence in which others are happy to support you.
Seek out beauty and harmonious environments, spend time in nature, and enjoy
the peace of close companionship. This is a period of slow but steady progress.
Your Essence at the age of 53 is 19/1
Toni, you are in a struggle for independence and possessed by personal
ambition. You will feel the need to work hard to establish yourself and your
foundation. You are forward looking and even visionary, but for personal gain.
This is a period of struggle. It is a time when you may feel torn between your
personal desires and your concerns for others. It can be a time marked by
stubbornness and rigidity, characteristics you will have to keep in check.
This duality between the lower desires and the higher realms of love can cause
you much internal conflict. Secretly, you may feel torn between a desire to serve
some greater good, and your ambition for personal accomplishment. You are
aware of the needs of others. At the same time you are skeptical of ideals and
idealists. You may tell yourself now that you must be realistic in your dealings
with the world. But you must avoid shutting out the voice of your higher nature.
Do not let your higher ideals go, lest you be guided exclusively by materialism and
greed.
All too often, those in the 19 Essence finally resolve this conflict by conceding
to personal ambition and selfishness. This can lead you to much trouble. People
may perceive you as greedy and self-centered. Because you are driven by
ambition, you may be attracted to people who have no other priority but personal
gain. For some, this will lead to shady business practices and even brushes with
the law.
This can be a time when you feel a need to pull back from others and become
less social than during previous years. But this can lead to isolation. You may
also feel frustrated because your ambitions want instant gratification, which the
time does not allow.
The challenge during this time is to strike a balance between your worldly
needs and your inner spiritual nature. The time requires much soul searching
and a willingness to accept the perspective of others. Don't shut yourself off, or
become jaundiced to your more idealistic brethren.
At the conclusion of the 19 Essence, the person is often better off materially,
and far more independent, but there may also be a sense of disconnectedness
from friends and loved ones. Therefore, it is important to work at maintaining
close ties. Be open to others, and recognize that "man does not live by bread
alone."
Your Essence at the age of 54 is 19/1
Your Essence at the age of 55 is 19/1
Your Personal Year for 2008 is 3
This is a year of expansion and personal growth, Toni. It is a time of
heightened personal expression. Creativity and artistic talent come to the
forefront. You are lighthearted and drawn to all kinds of social events.
More than most other years, you will entertain and be entertained. You meet
new and exciting people. It is a time to appreciate all that you have.
You are highly dynamic and charismatic. Your challenge is to avoid scattering
your energies. You have a rare opportunity to bring forth new and creative ideas.
But that requires discipline and focus.
It is easy to be optimistic and enthusiastic this year and this may result in
speeding up your projects. Yet there will be delays and disappointments unless
your enthusiasm is based upon the reality of work and concentration.
This is a pleasant time in which friendship is enjoyed and love shared easily.
This is often a good financial year, particularly if your creativity is well directed.
Surround yourself with upbeat and positive people.
Toni, you may travel more than usual, which in all likelihood will be filled with
exciting people and pleasure.
Control this years tendencies towards glamour and extravagance, yet allow
your self more room to enjoy and celebrate.
You communicate well this year and are more capable of getting your ideas
across.
Love is in the air.
February brings changes; June sees the completion of a project and July
signals a new beginning. August can be emotional, as can November.
Your Personal Year for 2009 is 4
This is a year to be organized and practical. Take care of details. Commit
yourself entirely to your goals.
Toni, your concentration and ability to focus will be much improved over last
year. You will have an attitude of realism and determination.
There can be a sense of limitation and some frustration this year. However, it
is a year of important opportunities that must be seized. There can be
considerable work-related travel.
You must be flexible this year to make full use of the opportunities that present
themselves. It will require a combination of perseverance, hard work, and
versatility.
You will receive recognition for your efforts and support from your friends and
family.
It is a good year to buy real estate or remodel your home. It is also a good time
to take care of projects which have been postponed for to long.
Fulfill your obligations and do not be afraid to spend some of that hard earned
money. Selling and trading during this year usually is quite successful.
This is the year to work on your foundation and prepare yourself for the many
changes that will undoubtedly come next year.
As a result of your hard work, there will be much satisfaction and a feeling of
accomplishment.
January and February will bring some important change, a new opportunity
perhaps. March requires self-reflection and reshaping of your plans. It is a good
time to meditate on what lies ahead. June brings a new and important step -- a
breakthrough, perhaps -- in your work. October brings changes and a sense of
chaos. Toni, you may feel threatened by the changes that are on the horizon.
But November brings assistance in the form of a promotion or additional financial
support.
Your Personal Year for 2010 is 5
This is a year of dynamic change, Toni. Many surprises will come your way.
Be open and ready to embrace new opportunities.
Do not be overly careful this year. This is a year in which a major step forward
can take place if you are willing to take some calculated risks and do a little
gambling. Wisdom and prudence is the key, but you will definitely be faced with
choices that require fast action and a willingness to act before all the facts are in.
This is an exciting year in which you will be required to promote yourself in
order to take full advantage of the opportunities that await you.
There will be increased opportunity to travel and possibly a change of
residence.
You may be tempted by the desires of the flesh: too much food, alcohol, sex,
and drugs. Be careful and discriminate. You could make mistakes in these
areas.
You will have some unexpected adventures and lucky breaks this year.
This can be an unsettling year if you try to cling to outmoded methods or
characteristics. This a year to throw off the old and adopt the new. It is a rebirth
and a release after last year's struggle.
This is a year in which change takes place consistently, and particularly so in
April and May. July is a breakthrough, a time to enjoy life. September can be
intense, while October requires tact and balance in relationships.
Your Personal Month for March 2008 is 6
Toni, March is a 6 Personal Month in a 3 Personal Year. It brings family affairs
and issues involving relationships to center stage. You may be asked to sacrifice
some of your time and energy to help others. A parent or child may need more
care and attention than usual. Answer the call and you will be rewarded with a
wonderful experience of love and closeness.
Many people in the 3 Personal Rhythm Cycle will make a deep commitment of
love, or even get married this month. At the same time, separation and divorce
are also possible, since the theme of this month is commitment to your true
feelings. Confrontations are unavoidable in all troubled relationships. While these
trends may be difficult and painful, the forces are working at clarifying your
relationships.
Your work situation will be rather demanding as more responsibility is
transferred to you. However, the reward is right around the corner. (May and
June will bring the pay-off.)
This month may be good financially, due to an earlier investment or from
payments arriving from previously done work.
Your Personal Month for April 2008 is 7
Toni, April is a 7 Personal Month in a 3 Personal Year. The month represents a
pause for self-evaluation. It is a time of light and shadow, a month of contrasting
moods. You may alternate between light-hearted optimism and periods of doubt
and even depression. The time requires you to look within.
Meditate and contemplate your life. Such self-reflection will awaken deep
feelings of gratitude for all the blessings bestowed upon you, including the
greatest gift of all: your life itself.
During the first half of the month, you may feel the inner you begin to stir. Your
dreams may be intense, graphic, and highly revealing. They are a source of
insight if you care to listen. There is a sub-conscious attempt to communicate,
not with others but with your own deeper self.
Let career, finances, and romance all take a back seat during this important
spiritual time. You will be quite safe.
If possible, take some time off. At the very least, walk in the woods, sit at a
lake, or otherwise bring yourself in close contact with nature. Keep a journal and
write down your dreams, insights, and revelations. They will offer you insight into
your life's direction.
Toni, you are practical, down to earth with strong ideas about right and wrong.
You are orderly and organized, systematic and controlled, you are decisive and
methodical employing a step by step rational approach to problems solving. Once
committed you do not give up easily!
You are not one for "get rich quick" schemes. Rather you use hard work and
long hours to build a business or career; you seek to establish a solid foundation.
Precise, tenacious and persevering, you have great potential for success, but
only after putting out effort and overcoming the limitations you so often encounter.
Justice and honesty are sacred to you. You are reliable and dependable, a
cornerstone in the community.
Though not an idealist, you are willing to work for a better world in a realistic
way. However, you can be rigid in your ideas and sometimes too quick in judging
your fellow man. You are loyal to those you love and work well with others. It is
important that while being part of a team you have your own responsibility and
well- defined task, you perform better when your responsibilities are not
overlapping with those of others. You have to be careful not to be bossy and rude.
You possess rare discipline and perseverance and not everyone can keep up
with you.
Toni, you can handle money carefully and like the security of a nest egg.
Your love of work often leads you into a career early in life. Because of your
methodical nature you can easily become rigid and stuck in convention. You can
also be overly cautious when changes are necessary, this can cause you to miss
opportunities that present themselves. You must cultivate flexibility in your
character. You are well suited for marriage and often become a responsible
loving parent. However, anything that violates your profound sense of order, such
as separation or divorce can be a shattering experience for you. You easily
become obsessed and even vengeful, seeking your own definition of justice.
You are courageous and a true survivor. You are a builder and the foundation of
any enterprise. Your hard work and practical, traditional values pay off to provide
you with the rewards you seek and deserve.
Toni, your 13 Life Path is somewhat burdened by the presence of a Karmic
Debt.
Those with the 13 Karmic Debt will work very hard to accomplish any task.
Obstacles stand in their way, and must be overcome time and again. One may
often feel burdened and frustrated by the seeming futility of one's efforts there
may be a desire to surrender to the difficulties and simply give up on the goal,
believing it was impossible to attain in the first place. Some with the 13 Karmic
Debt fall to laziness and negativity. But efforts are not futile, and success is well
within reach. One simply must work hard, and persevere in order to reach the
goal. Many highly successful people in all walks of life, including business, art,
and athletics, have a 13 Karmic Debt.
The key to succeeding wit the 13 is focus. Very often, people with the 13
Karmic Debt do not concentrate or direct their energies in one specific direction,
or on a single task, but scatter their energies over many projects and jobs, none
of which amount to very much. A temptation wit the 13 is to take shortcuts for
quick success. Too often, that easy success doesn't come, causing regret and
the desire to give up. The result is a poor self-image, and the belief that one is
incapable of amounting to very much.
In order to focus, you must maintain order in your life. Order is essential to
success. You must maintain a schedule, keep appointments, and follow through.
Keep your environment neat and under control, and never procrastinate. If you
sustain a steady and consistent effort, you will realize much reward.
Your Birthday is 15
You are highly creative and artistic. Toni, you also have a gift for languages.
No matter what you do as a profession, your love tends to be the arts, especially
the visual arts, such as painting, calligraphy, or sculpture.
There is a yearning within you to ground within the family or community
structure, but there is a hint of wanderlust, too, which makes grounding difficult.
You want the best in your life, and you strive for it.
Commitment to relationships -- especially home and marriage -- is a central
issue in your life. You must be willing to bring out the best in your partner, or the
place you live. In the same way, you must truly commit to your own abilities --
make the most of them! Honor your talent and cultivate it with hard work and
refinement.
Toni, you are very sensitive. Criticism has a very negative effect on you. For
this reason, you tend to support others to the point of denying yourself. You want
to live according to the Golden Rule, which is that you treat others as you would
want to be treated.
You are generous and understanding. As a parent, you are devoted to your
children and can maintain stability and love within the family. You tend to be
demonstrative in your affections.
You are responsible but keep your own counsel and make your own decisions.
You probably look young for your age.
In addition to your artistic talent, you possess sound business and financial
instincts. You tend to be thorough and conscientious in your approach to
business, traits that pay off in the long run.
Toni, you must beware of becoming too soft in relationships. People can see
you as an easy mark, or abuse your well-worn shoulder, upon which many tears
have been shed. Be more than a willing ear.
You have considerable talent as a healer, but need to develop the actual tools
of the healing vocation in order to truly help others.
You are multi-talented and with focus and determination, you have great
potential for success.
Your Expression is 30/3
Toni, you are optimistic, inspiring, outgoing, and expressive. People see you
as cheerful, positive and charming; your personality has a certain bounce and
verve that so powerfully affects others that you can inspire people without effort.
All of this upward energy is a symptom of your tremendous creativity. Your
verbal skills may well lead you into the fields of writing, comedy, theater, and
music.
Yours is the number of self-expression -- rich in imagination and spirit. But you
have to be careful not to scatter your talents. Your bane is that you often lack
discipline and order in your life. Avoid becoming a "happy- go-lucky" spendthrift,
escaping responsibility and commitment. You must learn to concentrate and
focus.
These are the keys to your success. You have great potential in the arts and
areas that requires creative solutions to problems. You are able to perform leaps
of imagination, providing unconventional ideas as if they suddenly descended
from above. Hard work and focus, however, are the foundation for a successful
future.
Though you possess great verbal skills, your mind tends to see life as pictures
rather than in words. Yet, you have the ability to think abstractly.
Creativity is a sensitive faculty that is often suppressed in childhood. If you lack
the confidence to pursue your ideas, you may divert your abilities into a scattering
of trivial pursuits.
To overcome this problem, you must make a choice. Toni, you have to limit
your field of vision and the number of activities you engage in, and bundle your
energies into a single thrust. Focus your life; choose the area that you love the
most, and commit. There, you will find success. And a great deal of happiness.
Love, romance, and money are within your reach. You are aided by your
friends and admirers. Often people appear out of nowhere to help you in key
situations. Toni, you have to learn to accept the involvement of others in your life.
You are not a loner, nor are you particularly independent. You are social -- you
need an audience and the support of others to fully realize your abilities.
On the down-side, you can be superficial, moody, and intolerant. You are
emotional and sensitive, sometimes presuming criticism where none was
intended. You can also be jealous and gossipy. Beware of becoming cynical and
sarcastic. These traits can suppress your natural creativity.
Be goal-oriented. This is a practical, step-by-step approach to your larger
ambitions. You possess the natural abilities to attain a high degree of excellence.
Your Heart's Desire is 19/1
Toni, your overpowering need is to be independent and to direct your own life
according to what you believe. Your dream is to become the leader of whatever
field you enter. Whether it is in business, community, or in your general area of
expertise, you are driven to be the reigning figure.
You have the courage and the confidence to lead others. You believe firmly
that your judgment is preeminent over all others. This gives you the confidence to
make bold decisions and carry them out, even when other lives are greatly
affected by what you do. You rarely look back once you have made a decision.
You possess intelligence and wit. You are keenly insightful and are good at
evaluating the abilities of others.
You are supremely individualistic. In your manner and dress, you like to project
your own unique persona.
Consequently, you don't mind being controversial, and can even enjoy the
attention and impact you have made on your surroundings.
Toni, you dislike routines, or anything that limits your freedom and
independence.
Whenever you commit to something you truly love, you are absolutely
tenacious in your ability to endure difficulties and overcome obstacles. You are
highly responsible; you hate passing the buck. You possess remarkable
willpower and a strong drive to succeed.
You are always looking for innovative ways of doing things.
Because you seek to be the boss in any endeavor, you have a tendency to
dominate others. If you are not careful, especially in dealing with your
subordinates and family, you may become ruthless in your decisions and
behavior. You can also fall victim to impatience and intolerance, particularly if you
grow conceited or superior.
Toni, you are the pioneer and the ground-breaker. You love the foreground, the
hot-seat of responsibility. You have all the talents to succeed. As long as you
maintain balance in your life, allowing others full expression of their thoughts and
abilities, you will easily rise to the top of your chosen field and realize your
ambitions.
Your Personality is 20/2
Toni, you appear friendly and unpretentious. You have a soft and warm
exterior. Others perceive you as gentle, safe harbor. People are drawn to you
because, among other reasons, you appear warm and unthreatening.
Your dress is neat and clean. Toni, your clothing should be comfortable, soft,
and flowing. You should avoid plain and understated clothes. Make an effort to
be a little more daring and exciting in your appearance. This will balance nicely
with your perceptive and open personality.
The opposite sex is attracted to your gentle and attentive nature, yet senses
the passion beneath your surface. You have sex appeal.
Exercise is important to your appearance and to promote the level of strength
you radiate.
You are very patient and understanding, and a wonderful listener. You make
others feel important and loved.
You are sensitive and become tense in a disharmonious atmosphere. You
have experienced quite a bit of negative criticism as a child, which made you shy
growing up. Though you may be well past that shyness, a bit of the vulnerability
has remained with you and is often sensed by others.
Toni, you are a peacemaker. Arguments leave you drained. People sense
your desire for harmony. But you must avoid being the blank tablet for others'
projections. People may underestimate your strength, but this is a mistake. You
are strong. You bend, but don't break.
You have a fine sense of beauty and excellent taste. There is a grace in your
movements, reflecting your keen sense of harmony and refinement.
MATURITY
Your Maturity number indicates an underlying wish or desire that gradually
surfaces around age thirty to thirty-five. This underlying goal begins to emerge as
you gain a better understanding of yourself. With self-knowledge comes a
greater awareness of who you are, what your true goals in life are, and what
direction you want to set for your life. This, in a nutshell, is the gift of maturity:
You no longer waste time and energy on things that are not within your own
special identity.
No matter what your age is at present, your life is being channeled in a specific
direction, toward a very specific goal. That goal can be seen as a reward or the
fulfillment of a promise that is implicit in your current efforts, often without your
knowing it consciously. While the characteristics of this number are usually
visible during childhood, we tend to lose sight of these aspects until later in life.
But our lives are always being affected by this influence, nonetheless.
Your Maturity number begins to have a more profound impact on your life after
the age of 35. The influence of the number increases steadily as you grow older.
Your Maturity is 7
As you mature, Toni, you will become increasingly occupied with the larger
questions of life, reading, contemplating and searching for a deeper
understanding of who you are and what this life is all about.
You may turn to philosophy or religion, but will likely examine a wide array of
areas, broadening your knowledge in many disciplines.
Your intuition grows stronger, as does your ability to look beneath the surface
of every subject you study. You are able to analyze abstract questions and live
according to your higher ideals.
You may find yourself needing more time alone; your need for privacy will likely
increase.
If you already have several sevens in your chart, you will have to guard against
becoming withdrawn, and alienated.
If you have no sevens, you will now have the ability to deepen your
understanding of one particular field. You will have the opportunity to become
grounded in a particular area of study.
Your Life Path / Expression Bridge number is 1
Toni, you should rely more on your own strengths and abilities. Be more
decisive; don't beat around the bush and be straightforward when expressing
your thoughts and feelings. You need to take charge more often. Get off the
beaten path and find original ways of doing things. Do not try to be conventional,
or try so hard to behave according to the expectations of others.
Your Heart's Desire / Personality Bridge number is 1
Toni, you should rely more on your own strengths and abilities. Be more
decisive; don't beat around the bush and be straightforward when expressing
your thoughts and feelings. You need to take charge more often. Get off the
beaten path and find original ways of doing things. Do not try to be conventional,
or try so hard to behave according to the expectations of others.
You have a Karmic Lesson 4
Toni, you feel confusion about your life's direction. You will have to establish a
methodical and disciplined approach. You need to create a foundation for your
life. Otherwise, you will feel lost and tossed about by change.
You have trouble finding the work you do best. You tend to be somewhat
impractical and disorganized. You look for the answers to life's problems outside
yourself, rather than within. New jobs start off as The Answer, but do not have
the same glamour for long. You quickly discover that the new work requires the
same effort and perseverance, without the excitement you expected, which may
cause you to give up too soon.
Concentration and application need to be strengthened.
The effects of this Karmic Lesson are diminished if you have at least one 4
among your core numbers (Life Path, Birthday, Hearts Desire, Expression, or
Personality Number).
You have a Karmic Lesson 8
Toni, you can attract a considerable amount of money and even be a good
business person, but you experience major ups and downs in your financial
affairs, due largely to your lack of caution in handling your resources.
You are highly independent and do not want to be told how to do things. You
have great problems with authority figures. This stems from a kind of know-it-all
attitude and stubborn behavior that prevents you from knowing your limits.
You will have to work at knowing how to handle money. In all likelihood, you will
attract enough of it, but it has a tendency to slip through your fingers. This
Karmic Lesson forces you to learn your limitations, and the limitations of your
resources.
Learn to be efficient.
The effects of this Karmic Lesson are diminished if you have at least one 8
among your core numbers (Life Path, Birthday, Hearts Desire, Expression, or
Personality Number).
Your Hidden Passion is 5
Toni, you love travel, change, and new challenges. You are highly adaptable
and versatile. You have a talent for languages, and are generally good with
words. Writing, promotion, and public relations work suit you perfectly.
You are sensual and a bit impulsive. You love to satisfy your senses, which
can get you into trouble. Overindulgence in food, drink, sex, and drugs are
common among people with too many 5s -- six or more.
You are resourceful and original. You have a good sense of humor and a quick
tongue.
Your desire for freedom is extremely strong and it will take effort and discipline
to stick with whatever it is you started. There is a tendency to give up a project or
situation prematurely.
Toni, you may be interested in too many things, which can make it hard for you
to apply yourself to one area successfully.
You are very unconventional.
Commitment in relationships and your work is fundamental to your happiness.
You may have a tendency to wander from person to person, job to job, making
depth of relationship or deep expertise difficult
Your Plane of Expression Physical is 5
Toni, you have a natively strong constitution. You are versatile and resourceful.
You have a flexible body and quick reactions.
You enjoy change, travel, and meeting new people. You have a talent for
promoting ideas.
You are attracted to the new and exciting. You seek knowledge and
understanding through experience.
You go about life in a unique and innovative way; you avoid the conventional
and traditional.
You talk well about many different things and are an excellent salesman if you
believe in the product.
Your Plane of Expression Mental is 9
Toni, your thinking goes naturally to large scale endeavors. You are concerned
about the general well-being of society, and have a long range perspective.
You are highly compassionate but somewhat impersonal in your relationships
with others. It takes a long time for people to get to know you intimately. At the
same time, you give your energy unselfishly to worthy causes and earn the
respect of people for your commitment.
You are romantic and possess a touch of the dramatic. You are likely attracted
to public service, or the theater, either as a benefactor, actor, or writer.
You have a broad view of humanity and can deal effectively with people from all
walks of life. You have little if any prejudice.
Your Plane of Expression Emotional is 27/9
Toni, you love the many and want to dedicate yourself to the service of those
less fortunate than yourself. You are willing to make great sacrifices for a worthy
cause, and in fact draw enormous satisfaction from knowing that your life has
made a positive difference to others.
Conversely, you have difficulty in one-to-one relationships, especially
relationships with the opposite sex. You are viewed as impersonal and
sometimes a bit aloof. You can also be hard to get to know.
You are a person possessed by your dream and have trouble with relationships
that are not an integral part of that dream.
You appear to others as self-sufficient, which can make close relationships a
little more difficult since people want to be needed.
You have enormous artistic talent, especially in a variety of arts, such as
interior design, photography, acting, and writing.
Toni, you have great compassion and idealism. In fact, you are so idealistic
that you can be a bit impractical and lose touch with the ground. You need a
practical, down-to-earth cause to be most effective.
Your Plane of Expression Intuitive is 7
Toni, you have great intuition and insight in abstract and metaphysical matters.
You seek a broad perspective on all intuitive matters. You like to provide scientific
and rational support to all of your intuitive insights.
You have an inventive mind and likely have a talent as a writer or composer.
Your Balance is 8
Use your considerable power in a balanced way Toni. You may use power in a
manipulative way, rather than confront people on principle.
Use your power in a higher way, namely, by accepting personal responsibility
for the issue and its solution. Toni, you have enormous creativity and the
leadership to find an answer to almost any problem.
Try not to force your own solution upon groups, but include their concerns and
ideas in the larger solution that you can bring about. Toni, learn to use power for
the good of all.
Your Rational Thought is 37/1
Toni, you are an independent thinker, original, and not easily influenced by
others. You tend to pursue a line of thought stubbornly, and you can be
dominating in intellectual discussions.
You tend to solve problems and plan projects with a straight-forward approach.
You rarely allow yourself to be distracted. Quite often, you realize at some later
stage, that you did not pay enough attention to the available alternatives, and a
project may find itself stuck with no chance of further advancement. When you
find yourself facing such a situation your frustration tends to be considerable but
of short duration. You simply start all over. You do not give up easily.
The first letter of your first name gives an additional indication to your
character, particularly as to the manner in which you approach opportunities and
obstacles. The first letter is called your Cornerstone.
Your Cornerstone is T
Toni, you are dynamic and live a hustle, bustle kind of life. You may have to
force yourself to slow down sometimes. You like to expand and enlarge your
world continuously. You can be aggressive when you are committed to an
undertaking or relationships. Watch your emotions; you can be too sensitive and
quickly hurt, which may cloud your usually good judgment and sense of morality.
Your Subconscious Self is 7
Toni, you can appear indifferent to your surroundings and somewhat aloof.
You are well-balanced and can survive many a stormy time. In time of trial, you
withdraw within yourself finding solace and answers, in your creative and
analytical mind. You may be a bit of a loner and do not easily share your feelings
with others.
THE FIRST CHALLENGE
The duration of the First Challenge usually lasts from birth until approximately
the age of 30 to 35.
Your First Challenge is 1
You must learn to be independent. Toni, you will be forced to stand up for
yourself and your rights. You will be faced with situations in which you will have to
choose between standing up for what you think is right versus giving in to another
person's demands. You will have to struggle to strengthen and know your own
will power.
You will have to learn to be firm and trust your judgment. Don't run with the
crowd, be an individual. This whole lesson represents the frontiers of your
consciousness. Therefore, you will have to experience much trial and error,
sometimes exploding with bursts of aggression, other times being intimidated and
letting frustration and anger build within you until you are ready to act on your
deepest instincts.
Toni, you will learn your own set of values; you will develop into an individual
with original and innovative ideas.
If you have 1s in your core numbers or in your Hidden Passion this challenge
will not be as difficult to learn, or as strongly felt.
THE SECOND CHALLENGE
The Second Challenge usually lasts until the age of about 35 to 40.
Your Second Challenge is 4
You tend to be disorderly and disorganized. Toni, you are impractical and tend
to fantasize about projects or possibilities that have little value or future.
You must learn to discriminate between iron balloons and those that will fly.
You have difficulty finishing projects because your vision becomes chaotic and
loses tract of the path ahead.
You have to learn to be aware of the details. Keep your environment clean and
orderly. Be efficient.
You have the ability to be practical and organized but you must learn their
value. This will cause you to incorporate them into your daily life and give you the
basis for success.
This is the challenge of building a lasting foundation for your life. Toni, you will
need perseverance and repeated effort. Get-rich-quick schemes will likely
backfire; persistent effort is the key to your future happiness.
Your Third Challenge is 3
Toni, you are your own worst critic. You suppress your individuality and
creativity. Each time you want to make an impression, you doubt yourself
beforehand, and criticize yourself ruthlessly afterward. Your criticism of yourself
is far more severe than anyone else's.
As a result, you tend to play it safe by staying on the surface, indulging in
superficialities. You rarely express what goes on deep inside of you; instead, you
cover up your feelings with humor or perfunctory remarks.
You often feel alone and lonely.
Toni, your fear of social interaction causes you to strain conversation by
making too many jokes and forced joviality.
It may help you to find a creative outlet for your imagination, possibly through
writing, painting, singing or dance.
At the bottom of the challenge is an effort to bring out your true self. You will
learn to truly value your own creative talents above anyone else's judgments.
This must be viewed as a process of individuation, in which you become a whole
human being, independent and free of the need to conform to others.
THE FOURTH CHALLENGE
The Fourth Challenge is most strongly felt during the latter part of our lives,
beginning at the age of approximately 45.
Your Fourth Challenge is 3
(This Challenge is the same as the Third, as described above.)
Your First Pinnacle (from birth until age 32) is 11
This is a challenging period in which you are at a high point of sensitivity and
intuition. There is so much going on in your psyche that you can suffer much
confusion over direction and identity. On the other hand, there is a wide open
channel between the personal consciousness and the higher realms of the
unconscious. Toni, you are constantly being inspired and even assaulted by
information and insight.
Because of the intensity of these revelations, you must learn to ground your life
in faith and a practical vocation that keeps your feet on the ground everyday.
This is a period of enormous spiritual and personal growth. You will come out
of it with a highly uncommon clarity and understanding of life. At the same time, it
is a period of enormous demands, emotionally and spiritually. Any attachment
you might have to specific identity traits -- who you think you are and why you are
here, for example -- is constantly challenged.
There is a desire to settle into some field or way of life to attain stability, but the
energy of this Pinnacle is not allowing it. It is as if there is a destination, or
destiny, to which you are being driven. You do not feel in control of this process.
Instead, you are acutely aware of the forces that are shaping your life. You must
surrender to them.
Meanwhile, you experience the emotional turmoil that can come with this highly
charged period.
There is a definite, even compelling, sense of being different. You are aware of
a feeling of receiving special attention from spiritual forces. Your perception of life
is somehow more acute than others; you see more clearly and more spiritually
due to your high degree of sensitivity. It is as if you have a perfectly accurate
peripheral vision, in which everything stands out in sharp relief. At times you may
feel that you can see into the souls of things.
At the same time, you may feel like a foreigner to the earth. You are completely
impractical. Sometimes you may feel that you do not understand the workings of
the physical world. Practical things escape you. You feel awkward and clumsy
at times, and are aware perhaps how fluidly other lives are going. This increases
your sense of being an outsider.
Toni, more important than all the awkwardness and feelings of being different is
the overwhelming sense of having a purpose or a message to reveal that will
make other people's lives happier, healthier, and more at peace. You want
desperately to bring this out.
The challenge of the 11 Pinnacle is to remain grounded and attached to this
dream. You must find practical and useful ways to be of service to others, at the
same time developing yourself so that one day you may be able to bring forth that
which is within you.
The influences of this period make you highly creative, innovative, and
inventive. You have a completely unconventional approach to problems. Trust
your intuition, seek harmonious settings to restore your sense of inner peace, and
work hard to keep your feet on the ground. This period will bring great rewards on
all levels, and with perseverance you will find your rightful place.
Your Second Pinnacle (from age 33 until age 41) is 8
Toni, under the influences of this Pinnacle, you will have greatly enhanced
talent for dealing successfully with business and finances. This is a time of
material growth, a time of expansion and reward. It is the cycle of harvest.
The 8 Pinnacle also increases your personal power. You have sound
judgment and vision. In fact, this is the basis of your financial success.
People sense your power and effectiveness. They defer to you much more
easily, and look to you for answers. This makes it easier for you to use power
without having to be a bully or force your way through situations. They perceive
your able ness and want to join you in your vision. Others have faith in you.
You will be able to organize large enterprises. Problems do not threaten you
so much as provide a challenge. You yourself sense your enhanced personal
powers and feel a growing sense of stability and centeredness. You will be
capable of influencing matter in an almost magical way. As a result, you are
extremely goal oriented, moving toward the realization of your dreams with
confidence and clarity.
Toni, your challenge during this period is to maintain a hold on your human and
spiritual values. You must remain balanced between heaven and earth. There
will be enormous temptations to make money and status your only priorities,
excluding the more human or immaterial matters entirely. This will undoubtedly
lead to losses. You are being tested and instructed in the real value of money --
it's natural place in life. If money is placed on a high altar, overshadowing all other
facets of life, you will become its slave.
If you are balanced in your approach to money, and have proper perspective,
this can be a truly rewarding period, both materially and spiritually. That is the
true promise of the 8.
The number 8 symbolizes the balance between the finite and infinite, matter
and spirit. It offers a great opportunity to grow.
Your Third Pinnacle (from age 42 until age 50) is 1
Toni, this is a period requiring much independence, courage, resiliency, and
initiative. You must bounce back after many difficult experiences. The challenge
of this Pinnacle is to gain will power.
There is not a lot of support from others or from family. You must draw from
your own strength. You will have to guard against self pity or surrender.
Keep focused on your dreams. This Pinnacle will require an iron will to keep
hold of your goals, and also the flexibility to maneuver around difficulties, and
bend with the winds of adversity.
This is a period of rapid self-improvement and growth. You will be forced to
use every talent and capability you possess. You will need to be resourceful.
Toni, you must continually put out effort, but with it comes great reward.
Without it, there is no accomplishment nor satisfaction, only a negative attitude
toward life.
Be careful not to become too self centered, headstrong or self important. Be
strong but flexible. Be open to the counsel of others, but make up your own mind.
The benefit of this Pinnacle number is a strong sense of your individuality and
strength. You will know what you are made of. There are many hidden gifts in
this period, perhaps the greatest of which is faith.
Your Pinnacle provides you with the characteristics of leadership, boldness,
and daring. You will have many unconventional ideas and the skill and courage to
make them a reality. Your abilities to manage and organize people and
institutions are greatly enhanced. You have vision and confidence in the worth of
your dreams.
These characteristics provide great opportunity for success and major
accomplishments.
Your Fourth Pinnacle (from age 51) is 7
This is a period of inner development and soul searching. Toni, you will deal
with the deeply important questions of personal existence and the meaning of life.
You will need time to be alone to contemplate your inner world. This is a time of
spiritual growth. You will experience a heightened sense of faith. The power of
the universe will be the force that carries you along.
You have an enhanced appreciation of poetry and nature. Walks in nature
provide great therapeutic value and spiritual nourishment.
This is a time of specialization. You will pursue some course of development
with fervor and focus. Your ability to concentrate will be greatly increased. Toni,
your desire to study in all forms -- reading, self reflection, and contemplation -- will
reach an all-time high. Your intuition is much more sensitive, making your path a
little easier and more direct, since you know intuitively the appropriate next step.
Under this Pinnacle, you will become an expert in one particular field. Your
capacity to penetrate the depths of a subject area is enormous. You will look
below the surface in virtually everything you encounter. It is very possible that you
will find yourself in a teaching role.
You must consciously work on your closer relationships, especially with your
spouse and children. You must explain that your desire to turn inward is not an
escape or an avoidance of those you love, but a deep need for knowledge.
During this 7 Pinnacle, spiritual growth, increased knowledge, and wisdom are
the big rewards. The 7 Pinnacle provides the basis for contentment in older age,
because you now begin to understand life more deeply.
Toni, your challenge is to avoid becoming critical or cynical of others. You can
become so withdrawn from society that you look down on others. You may forget
that you, too, are part of the imperfect human race. Sarcasm is the lowest form
of communication, and a trap you could fall victim to.
Your desire to attain some high degree of perfection is sincere. But that pursuit
can make you miserable if you lose perspective and fail to realize the relativity of
human existence. Perfection is a Utopian goal, but an unrealistic ambition. It can
cause you to be dissatisfied with yourself and others.
The 7 provides the possibility of true refinement, insight, and a high degree of
wisdom. This deep understanding is the basis for self-love and true happiness.
Your First Cycle (from birth until age 32) is 5
A period of rapid progress and much change. Toni, you are learning the lesson
of freedom. You will travel, move your residence many times, and change jobs.
You are footloose. It is a time when you will be free of the burdens of
responsibility. You will have a flair for successfully promoting yourself. Your
abilities with words will be greatly enhanced. Toni, you can learn foreign
languages, write, and edit. You will meet many exciting people, visit foreign lands,
and encounter many new ideas. Identify yourself with all that is progressive and
farsighted in your field. Seek change and take hold of new opportunities.
Your Second Cycle (from age 33 until age 59) is 6
A time of family, responsibility, and duty. The issues of commitment, marriage,
and family all come into sharp focus. When the commitments are made and one
responds lovingly and with acceptance, this is a period of much harmony and
support. You are greatly needed by those around you. You will be loved and
appreciated. This is the best cycle for marriage. In the same way, partnerships
go well and much progress is made from joint activities. Conversely, if
commitments are not deeply made or are broken, separation and divorce often
occur. Any artistic talent you possess will surface and new opportunities for
self-expression will present themselves. Toni, you are also under very supportive
influences for starting a business. This is a time of progress through flexibility,
cooperation, and compromise.
Your Third and last Cycle (from age 60) is 2
This is a period of slow and patient development. Toni, you are acutely
sensitive to your surroundings and highly intuitive. You possess a gift as a
peacemaker and have tremendous power through gentle persuasion. Cultivate
the talents of tact and diplomacy. Cooperate with others. Musical and other
artistic talents come to fruition. Partnerships are important, requiring
understanding and compromise. You need patience and flexibility, but you are
under a gentle and benevolent influence in which others are happy to support you.
Seek out beauty and harmonious environments, spend time in nature, and enjoy
the peace of close companionship. This is a period of slow but steady progress.
Your Essence at the age of 53 is 19/1
Toni, you are in a struggle for independence and possessed by personal
ambition. You will feel the need to work hard to establish yourself and your
foundation. You are forward looking and even visionary, but for personal gain.
This is a period of struggle. It is a time when you may feel torn between your
personal desires and your concerns for others. It can be a time marked by
stubbornness and rigidity, characteristics you will have to keep in check.
This duality between the lower desires and the higher realms of love can cause
you much internal conflict. Secretly, you may feel torn between a desire to serve
some greater good, and your ambition for personal accomplishment. You are
aware of the needs of others. At the same time you are skeptical of ideals and
idealists. You may tell yourself now that you must be realistic in your dealings
with the world. But you must avoid shutting out the voice of your higher nature.
Do not let your higher ideals go, lest you be guided exclusively by materialism and
greed.
All too often, those in the 19 Essence finally resolve this conflict by conceding
to personal ambition and selfishness. This can lead you to much trouble. People
may perceive you as greedy and self-centered. Because you are driven by
ambition, you may be attracted to people who have no other priority but personal
gain. For some, this will lead to shady business practices and even brushes with
the law.
This can be a time when you feel a need to pull back from others and become
less social than during previous years. But this can lead to isolation. You may
also feel frustrated because your ambitions want instant gratification, which the
time does not allow.
The challenge during this time is to strike a balance between your worldly
needs and your inner spiritual nature. The time requires much soul searching
and a willingness to accept the perspective of others. Don't shut yourself off, or
become jaundiced to your more idealistic brethren.
At the conclusion of the 19 Essence, the person is often better off materially,
and far more independent, but there may also be a sense of disconnectedness
from friends and loved ones. Therefore, it is important to work at maintaining
close ties. Be open to others, and recognize that "man does not live by bread
alone."
Your Essence at the age of 54 is 19/1
Your Essence at the age of 55 is 19/1
Your Personal Year for 2008 is 3
This is a year of expansion and personal growth, Toni. It is a time of
heightened personal expression. Creativity and artistic talent come to the
forefront. You are lighthearted and drawn to all kinds of social events.
More than most other years, you will entertain and be entertained. You meet
new and exciting people. It is a time to appreciate all that you have.
You are highly dynamic and charismatic. Your challenge is to avoid scattering
your energies. You have a rare opportunity to bring forth new and creative ideas.
But that requires discipline and focus.
It is easy to be optimistic and enthusiastic this year and this may result in
speeding up your projects. Yet there will be delays and disappointments unless
your enthusiasm is based upon the reality of work and concentration.
This is a pleasant time in which friendship is enjoyed and love shared easily.
This is often a good financial year, particularly if your creativity is well directed.
Surround yourself with upbeat and positive people.
Toni, you may travel more than usual, which in all likelihood will be filled with
exciting people and pleasure.
Control this years tendencies towards glamour and extravagance, yet allow
your self more room to enjoy and celebrate.
You communicate well this year and are more capable of getting your ideas
across.
Love is in the air.
February brings changes; June sees the completion of a project and July
signals a new beginning. August can be emotional, as can November.
Your Personal Year for 2009 is 4
This is a year to be organized and practical. Take care of details. Commit
yourself entirely to your goals.
Toni, your concentration and ability to focus will be much improved over last
year. You will have an attitude of realism and determination.
There can be a sense of limitation and some frustration this year. However, it
is a year of important opportunities that must be seized. There can be
considerable work-related travel.
You must be flexible this year to make full use of the opportunities that present
themselves. It will require a combination of perseverance, hard work, and
versatility.
You will receive recognition for your efforts and support from your friends and
family.
It is a good year to buy real estate or remodel your home. It is also a good time
to take care of projects which have been postponed for to long.
Fulfill your obligations and do not be afraid to spend some of that hard earned
money. Selling and trading during this year usually is quite successful.
This is the year to work on your foundation and prepare yourself for the many
changes that will undoubtedly come next year.
As a result of your hard work, there will be much satisfaction and a feeling of
accomplishment.
January and February will bring some important change, a new opportunity
perhaps. March requires self-reflection and reshaping of your plans. It is a good
time to meditate on what lies ahead. June brings a new and important step -- a
breakthrough, perhaps -- in your work. October brings changes and a sense of
chaos. Toni, you may feel threatened by the changes that are on the horizon.
But November brings assistance in the form of a promotion or additional financial
support.
Your Personal Year for 2010 is 5
This is a year of dynamic change, Toni. Many surprises will come your way.
Be open and ready to embrace new opportunities.
Do not be overly careful this year. This is a year in which a major step forward
can take place if you are willing to take some calculated risks and do a little
gambling. Wisdom and prudence is the key, but you will definitely be faced with
choices that require fast action and a willingness to act before all the facts are in.
This is an exciting year in which you will be required to promote yourself in
order to take full advantage of the opportunities that await you.
There will be increased opportunity to travel and possibly a change of
residence.
You may be tempted by the desires of the flesh: too much food, alcohol, sex,
and drugs. Be careful and discriminate. You could make mistakes in these
areas.
You will have some unexpected adventures and lucky breaks this year.
This can be an unsettling year if you try to cling to outmoded methods or
characteristics. This a year to throw off the old and adopt the new. It is a rebirth
and a release after last year's struggle.
This is a year in which change takes place consistently, and particularly so in
April and May. July is a breakthrough, a time to enjoy life. September can be
intense, while October requires tact and balance in relationships.
Your Personal Month for March 2008 is 6
Toni, March is a 6 Personal Month in a 3 Personal Year. It brings family affairs
and issues involving relationships to center stage. You may be asked to sacrifice
some of your time and energy to help others. A parent or child may need more
care and attention than usual. Answer the call and you will be rewarded with a
wonderful experience of love and closeness.
Many people in the 3 Personal Rhythm Cycle will make a deep commitment of
love, or even get married this month. At the same time, separation and divorce
are also possible, since the theme of this month is commitment to your true
feelings. Confrontations are unavoidable in all troubled relationships. While these
trends may be difficult and painful, the forces are working at clarifying your
relationships.
Your work situation will be rather demanding as more responsibility is
transferred to you. However, the reward is right around the corner. (May and
June will bring the pay-off.)
This month may be good financially, due to an earlier investment or from
payments arriving from previously done work.
Your Personal Month for April 2008 is 7
Toni, April is a 7 Personal Month in a 3 Personal Year. The month represents a
pause for self-evaluation. It is a time of light and shadow, a month of contrasting
moods. You may alternate between light-hearted optimism and periods of doubt
and even depression. The time requires you to look within.
Meditate and contemplate your life. Such self-reflection will awaken deep
feelings of gratitude for all the blessings bestowed upon you, including the
greatest gift of all: your life itself.
During the first half of the month, you may feel the inner you begin to stir. Your
dreams may be intense, graphic, and highly revealing. They are a source of
insight if you care to listen. There is a sub-conscious attempt to communicate,
not with others but with your own deeper self.
Let career, finances, and romance all take a back seat during this important
spiritual time. You will be quite safe.
If possible, take some time off. At the very least, walk in the woods, sit at a
lake, or otherwise bring yourself in close contact with nature. Keep a journal and
write down your dreams, insights, and revelations. They will offer you insight into
your life's direction.
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