Sade Sati and Rahu dasa nightmare...please help

[iloveamma]

I am facing financial ruin and huge debts. I am miserable, but I am trying so hard to stay hopeful and even minded. I have no life but working, and am not making enough to live on.

What I really wish is to gain a large amount of money and join my wife in living in an ashram in India.

I took it upon myself to try to help her, since she was near death when we met.
Now, I am in over my head, having taken loans to try to support her in her sick state, and I need to know if there is a way out. My health is now suffering, and I am overworked working the night shift for 3 years and exhausted.

I need to know exactly what remedies will help me. I am not so good in learning mantras, so please take this into consideration. But if there are things that I must do, then please tell me and I will see if I can learn them.

I have many questions related to finance. Will I gain if I invest in the stock market? What should I invest in? What can I do to alleivate this negativity?
Is there hope in the near future?

I know that Saturn goes into Virgo next month..how will that effect me?

I really need help ..Please please, help me.  Tell me what I have to do to get out of this nightmare..I would be so greatful.

Thank you so much.

July 10, 1959
Danderyd Sweden
2.15 AM