Hi Cedars,
I wanted to put feedback on your original post but wasn't able to so I will do it here for each section
Past: The King of Wands
I beleive that this represents my Dad (whom I lost six years ago next month)
It still feels like we lost him yesterday so I always know that he is watching and because he had such a strong influence on my life that he is still apart of it and would come through in a reading.
Present: The eight of Pentacles
I am a stay at home Mom but my kids are getting older and I feel that it is time for me to do something else with my life, however being out of the work force for so long I am a standstill and feel as if I am stagnating. I am a little surprised with such a positive card showing up regarding "career" as I have none - also though it is an eight so I could be ending the at home cycle and getting ready for something new
Future: The eight of cups
The eight again (I guess it is time for a change) I feel really blessed that I was able to be at home while my kids were growing and although we made a lot of sacrafices for me to do this I wouldn't change any of it so I can't see me turning my back and walking away completely, but definatetely ready for a change -
Suggestion 1: The Star
This is a lovely card but I have never seen a spread with suggestions in it before so it is very interesting. This card represents a wish to me so although it is very uplifting I'm still completely lost as to what direction to take. I do see the relation to the eight of cups but it is still ultimately what I do with it ( time to meditate )
Suggestion 2: The Tower
It is definately a good read Cedars as this is what must happen for me to make a move I guess I need the rug pulled out from under me - lol We have just made a major move over the summer so this definately comes into play (moved house but still in the same general area) Maybe I should have moved far away but wanted to keep things the same for the kids plus my Husband has to get to work still. - I thought the move would be a huge change but it has actually kept things very similiar.
Obstacles: The King of Pentacles
Now this one has me stumped - I really don't know whom it is referring to other than perhaps the mortgage company - but we have always had a mortgage. I think if it was an establishment then it would be a motivator for me to find work or an income and not a obstacle? I will think some more on this one
Outcome: Two of Wands
I think that this card represents me and not a male figure - It tells me that I have choices to make. Either stay at home and continue on or really put on my thinking cap and make a change. I know it won't be a career as I have been out of the workplace for far too long, but I could become creative and find away to keep me at home but make some extra money as well.
Overall an excellent read Cedars. - I really wanted you to say go and do .... job and you can start a week from Tuesday - lol but then reality hits me
You have given me a lot to think about - Thank-you for your time and efforts
much appreciated
Arianna