I don't know even how to go about this. I guess when people say special or unique, I could say that is me, but I also think that when people refer to others as crazy or out of their mind, they describe me to a T. I can't quite share what I see with others. A lot of people just don't understand or cannot grasp the concept of what I try to tell, or are oblivious all together. The one I share most of my concerns with in this particular area is my older sister. She is like a godsend to me. But there are things that I still cannot tell her, because she doesn't even understand.
I cannot put a word to it, yet I know it.
Have you ever had that problem? Or you can see it in your mind, have a perfect idea of what it is, yet when you try to say it all you do is stutter at a loss for words?
I need a hug just because I don't have someone to talk to about the vastness. Because I don't feel normal anymore.
I guess I search for people who are like me, because I feel I am different. The cosmos, no matter what always fascinates me. I have 'dreams' of traveling and stuff. It's so complicated. I come to some really strange revelations about things, and then I try to work it, and my mind opens up even more. I don't know if I have lost you yet or not, but if not, please. Help me understand? Help me be able to explain or maybe have the explanations I search for?
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Maybe I was just babbling, but it would be really helpful if someone knew someone else or whatever, or if I just feel up to babbling about what I know and what you know and what we see similar... lol
It's fun to just get the way you actually feel in words.