In great need of a hug

ncloyd · Post by **ncloyd** » Tue Nov 04, 2008 11:08 am

I went to see someone recently for a palm reading
she also read my aura and saw alot pf blackness
she was extremely  accuarate
She told me my charkras were blocked and there was much darkness surrounding me
she said I have a very strong light inside me but am surrounded in darkness
she helped my unblock and open my chakras and that evening tried to cleanse my aura and see what has caused the darkness
she then stated afterwards that much of my trials and tribulations of my life
of my constistant struggles in all aspects of my life and serious bad luck were not meant for me
I was meant for a different life, a happy and prosperous life
I was meant to help people
at one point my aura was very large and bright
stemming 25 to 30 feet
that long ago it attracted a very unhappy and angry earthbound spirit
this spirit has been feeding of my aura and surrounding it in darkness
all of the negativity, anger, fear, depression I have been feeling for so long are from him, not me
she was supposed to be trying to get rid of him
I dont know what to do or think

I could really use a hug, or two or three
thank you so much

taraprincess · Post by **taraprincess** » Wed Nov 05, 2008 7:02 pm

sweetie here is a huge hug....much love and huggies

Castitatis Lilium · Post by **Castitatis Lilium** » Wed Nov 05, 2008 7:11 pm

*HUGGIES*

ncloyd · Post by **ncloyd** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 12:39 pm

Thanks so much for the hugs taraprincess and Castitatis Lilium
When I wrote that it was just on top of everything else I was having trouble dealing I guess
So much is wrong right now
My Dad is in jail, his courtdate is not for another few weeks so we dont know if he will be getting out soon or it may be a few more years
I moved in with my stepmom and 2 little sisters to help them save the house
cause they were already behind and she cant afford it on her own
I dont feel like I am really wanted here at all
I have only been here maybe a month and she is already making hints about my cats
but sorry she knew about them before I moved in, they are not going anywhere
they are my babies!
when I moved in I found that she is cheating on my Dad
I had to be the one to tell him cause he deserved to know, that hurt
having financial issues, serious car issues, work issues
my Grandmother just died 2 days ago, it was my Dad's mom
We still have not been able to tell him as he hasnt called and his only visitation is not until Sat
*sigh*
just almost overloaded here

Could really use a few hugs, prayers and good luck
(I am going to go look for a 2nd job)

Thank you to everyone taking the time to read and send whatever good thought they can
It really is appreciated

question&wisdom · Post by **question&wisdom** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 3:10 pm

u have my thoughts, prayers, empathy, and HUGSSS!!!

akarnette · Post by **akarnette** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 8:56 pm

Hello, I'am a christan so I hope the following may hep you feel better. It is my belief that we all have "generational curses" that follow us. Generational curses are evil spirits (demons) that haunt us, antagonzie us ect... that can and do jump from one family member to another.I  have a black shadow lingering over my left shoulder which repersents anger toward a male(s). This is very true for me as I have been mistreated by men most of my life. I know I need to search myself so I can forgive, or let go of the anger of the past and find peace, which is not an easy task. Sometimes I can feel the darkness and when I do I rebuke it. Darkness cannot stand the light. Imagine yourself standing in the light and command the darkness to leave. Using the name of Jesus is very powerful as he and the light are the same. He has given us his name so that when we call upon him he is instanly there. Best wishes.....

taraprincess · Post by **taraprincess** » Thu Nov 06, 2008 9:42 pm

Thanks so much for the hugs taraprincess and Castitatis Lilium
When I wrote that it was just on top of everything else I was having trouble dealing I guess
So much is wrong right now
My Dad is in jail, his courtdate is not for another few weeks so we dont know if he will be getting out soon or it may be a few more years
I moved in with my stepmom and 2 little sisters to help them save the house
cause they were already behind and she cant afford it on her own
I dont feel like I am really wanted here at all
I have only been here maybe a month and she is already making hints about my cats
but sorry she knew about them before I moved in, they are not going anywhere
they are my babies!
when I moved in I found that she is cheating on my Dad
I had to be the one to tell him cause he deserved to know, that hurt
having financial issues, serious car issues, work issues
my Grandmother just died 2 days ago, it was my Dad's mom
We still have not been able to tell him as he hasnt called and his only visitation is not until Sat
*sigh*
just almost overloaded here

Could really use a few hugs, prayers and good luck
(I am going to go look for a 2nd job)

sweetie u welcome we are here for u anytime....im sending u lots of positive energy and my thoughts and prayers are with u and gd luck hang in there...much love and huggies

assi · Post by **assi** » Fri Nov 07, 2008 10:53 am

luv u dear a great big huggy 4 u  :smt003

Disneyfreak · Post by **Disneyfreak** » Tue Nov 18, 2008 7:42 pm

*****BIG HUGS****

coloratura · Post by **coloratura** » Tue Nov 18, 2008 8:47 pm

Huge hugs!
I know what it's like to be trapped in a situation where there is seemingly no way out.

Hang in there, though.

Coloratura

angel2007 · Post by **angel2007** » Wed Nov 19, 2008 11:47 am

lots and lots of love and hugs to you!!

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