as of Friday i found out that i was looking at a lay-off. the only good part about that is that i might be able to to go in another department doing telephone work :smt012 but no guarantee that it will give me 40 hrs or at the same pay rate... this job is my main source of money.
this makes this all the worst because a relation of 6 years ended a few months back and i been trying to replace that income that was coming in to the house all by myself. so at my second job i took on extra hours so at this point working more then 60 hrs a week or more not including drive time. along with being treated like crap and just trying to get caught on the past due bills that i was lied about being paid and they weren't etc. my birthday is coming up and thought at least one good night now i'm not even sure what going to happen or if i can even afford it and so on and so on.
but anyway just wanted to say goodbye to all my online friends here. at this point i think i will have to get my internet shut off too. i haven't been posting or even reading anymore and just want to say i missed you all then and miss you more in the future! the goodpoint i might be able to check on a friends computer for time is not on my side.
big hug!
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