How to forgive yourself for something unforgivable

[tulanandi]

I hit someone weaker than me. Many times over the past few months. I could not control my anger. His smallest very little mistakes made me angry to no end. I was out of control.

He was a housekeeper at my house. He ran away.

I hate myself for this. I wish I had not done it. I wish I could go back and not do it. He was also someone's son. How would I like if someone hits my son for a mistake. Just because he was weaker than me gave me no right to take out my anger on him. I am stressed from other aspects of my life but his mistakes were never that big for him to be beaten up.

I want to repent. I wish I could undo all that happened. But that cant happen. How do i repent.

[kybunker]

You need to Learn to Control Your Actions and Words,

Always do unto others as you would have done to You,

Try to remember that by feeding into the anger you are empowering the Negitive Energy that so many of us lightworkers
are working against,,,

Anger, Fear, All tools of the Lower One.

No good can come into our lives if we Inspire death,

This is just something to think about,,

Meanwhile,,
As for the forgiveness to yourself,,
It's a matter of realizing everything we do and say Leads Us to where we are right now in life,

It could be a good thing for that boy to run away, Maybe he will realize he's more valuable and doesn't deserve to be treated as a lesser of a being,,
Maybe he will discover He is a One of a Kind Gentle Soul, That Moves on now to bigger and better things,

For this boy to forgive you is another story,,,,
He may never.

[taraprincess]

sweetie here is a huge hug....much love and huggies

[mittal2682]

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[mittal2682]

I want to know a lot of things, but I dont know where to get the answers from

[akdreamer]

I am so sorry you are beating yourself up over this incident.  It has given you a lesson that you will carry with you the rest of your life.  This was the child's contract with you to help you learn a lesson.  Now, you do have to forgive yourself, so I offer this simple prayer for you to say each morning and each evening for 7 days.  You are a good and wonderful individual and your remorse shows where your heart really is.

"If I have hurt anyone or anything in the past, knowingly or unknowingly, I forgive and release it, this I do for the highest good of others and myself."

May God Bless you with all the blessings held in store for you.

akdreamer

[hope999]

You need to apologise to this child - find him and appease things in a way he will understand. sounds basic-  but it is very important for yourself as well as the child.