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by obvious@live.ca » Sat Jun 21, 2008 8:07 am
in a strange way, I think I have been folding in all those points of reference until I am thinking in one point, where everything is in complete understanding and union, so the kingdome of heaven, meets the thingee at the bottom, (memory problems ;) I call it the earth star, slightly different language dynamics.
lately I have been thinking about if I had to have a spot to say, this is the one spot I am, this is me, I thought it was in my heart, so perhaps it is, but then I kind of felt it below my feet, as if, even when I was walking, i was walking here, now, this is where I am, so perhaps all the body points fold into one spot and then the topmost and bottom most fold into one,
I just felt safer with everything flowing through something that wasnt my heart, and it helped with the headaches and the shoulder aches, I didnt have to mirror out the energy, or deflect it, or get rid of it, or take a tylenol, I just recentred....when you look at an anatomical picture of the body, it is divided into four, top and bottom, side and side, with the middle point at the belly button, and then I was trying to figure that with my idea of the heart...runs into why is the peace chakra above the heart, shouldnt love and peace be closer together, and then I started folding things up and trying to figure out how to get my folded up map back into the correct configuration,
but then things shift, things change,
keep on getting "poised" on this one, and thinking about how if we are a moment of memory, of light and only the physical reality is where we decide to stop and rememember and our light is always travelling on, what would be the best configuration, the best placement for union, I dont want to end up floating five feet above where I'm supposed to, 75% right, above average, and yet...
wonder if that is why jesus could walk on water (sorry, but someone in my thought it was funny) but perhaps he had a different placement than most everyone else?
strangely enough, that could almost account for orbs?
along time ago, I remember looking at a spot, a red dot, on the ceiling and being subtly afraid....(this was at the start of my journey, before I understood more about what is going on) perhaps it was the wrong spot....my spirit might have chosen a point....seven feet above my body cause I was being a complete and utter jerky stupid nut at the time.....