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HELLO TO ALL WHO WILL READ THIS MESSAGE
I HAVENT BEEN ON IN A WHILE, BUT HELLO ALL!!! I AM A MOTHER OF 2 (REMEMBER I HAVE A DAUGHTER WHO WAS DOING THINGS BAD... BUT SHE IS LIVING WITH HER AUNT NOW, AND THINGS ARE BETTER, WHEW!!) I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO DECIDE WHAT MOVES I SHOULD MAKE IN THIS DIFFICULT TIMES WE ARE LIVING IN NOW. I AM IN A DIFFICULT MARRIAGE, ACTUALLY 23 YEARS YESTERDAY, BUT IM IN PROCESS OF MAKING IT CHANGE. PART OF THAT IS THAT I WISHED TO TRANSFER TO THE EAST COAST, BUT I WAS TOLD THAT AT THIS TIME IT ISNT A GOOD THING TO MOVE AND BECOME A PART TIME PERSONNEL WHERE I WORK.
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I HAVE TRIED THREE TIMES TO MAKE THIS MOVE TO BE STOPPED IN SOME WAY, SO I AM TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT IS MY BEST OPTION TO DO SOME THINGS TO CHANGE THE MOTION IN WHICH MY LIFE AT PRESENT IS MOVING. IT SEEMS THAT EVERY TIME I PUT IN A TRANSFER, SOMETHING HAPPENS.
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I HAVE TALKED TO MY HUSBAND ABOUT HIS MOVING AND HE KEEPS GIVING ME DATES THAT NEVER COME TO PASS. I ASKED HIM ONCE MORE, AND IF HE DOESNT GO, I WILL. I HAVE DECIDED THIS BECAUSE HE EMOTIONALLY DRAINS ME WITH HIS MIND GAMES AND EMOTIONAL ABUSE. I HAVE PUT IN ENOUGH TIME WITH HIM...
I AM TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT TO DO... WHEN TO MOVE.. WILL I MOVE.. AHHH!
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K.. THIS IS WHY I NEED A HUG.. SO CHEERS TO MY FUTURE...