My Chart:
Saturn in Leo in the 12th house - Square Jupiter, Square Uranus, Trine Neptune, Sextile Pluto
Sun in Sagittarius in the 4th house.
Jupiter retrograde in Taurus in the 10th house.
Uranus is in Scorpio in the 10th house, Neptune is in Sagittarius in the 4th house, Pluto is in Libra in the 3rd house.
Currently, Saturn is transiting my 2nd house. So, the company I work for is closing at the end of May. I don't know what to do. I've spent the past 10 years in a job I didn't really enjoy, but allowed me to do lots of inner work, burn off Karma, etc - Saturn (Return) in 12th house stuff. But I kept thinking "my ship will come in eventually" and I'll find a career path that is meaningful and fulfilling. I had startup that I floated for a couple of months this year, but I never seemed to get any support from Universe. (With Leo in the 12th meaning "behind the scenes power", is this perhaps not favorable for trying to gain support for a new, innovative business idea? Does my chart predispose me to giving up too easily & not taking chances? I have a wife and kid to think of.)
My Saturn Return put me through the ringer. I felt as if with all the esoteric knowledge I gained during that time, the universe would eventually favor me with someway to give it back - to make known the unknown. At the very least, I hoped that it would plug me in somewhere where I would not have to spend 40hrs a week in drudgery. With Saturn transiting 2nd now, I know hard work is ahead of me. If I find a meaningful career path, hard work would be wonderful thing! But now I'm on the Titanic, I know I'll be in the water on June 1st and I don't see any good lifeboats around to grab on to. Is the Saturn in the 12th a lifetime of treading water?
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