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by StormGirl Blue » Wed Jun 23, 2010 10:56 pm
Deepblu,
I can tell you that you are not being punished, but you may be punishing yourself. Its a misconception that karma punishes, karma is a teacher, some lessons that we learn may not be gentle. What we do with the things we have learned is up to us, you could recoil in your own misery of the circumstances you are finding yourself in, or you could accept the knowing that has been given to you.
We are NOT perfect beings, we are not even supposed to be perfect.
It is good that you have acknowledged a past cruelty, you cannot be "blamed" for not loving someone, but direct cruelty is something we do have to take responsibility for.
Now its time to go forward in life with new wisdom and understanding of others.