Dhav,
As part of your general reading for 2020, I drew the following three cards, in the order shown.
MOTHER HEALING -"As your feelings toward your mother heal, your desires manifest more rapidly and accurately."
I do not know any details about what type of relationship you had with your mother, and it's relevance to and influence on what type of person you are now as an adult.
It is entirely up to you to decide whether you would want to discuss such a personal and sensitive matter on this open forum.
As long as it makes sense to you.
But this card does suggest to me that either the relationship which you had with your mother, or the unconscious beliefs which you continue to hold onto as as a direct consequence of your mother daughter relationship (probably a little bit of of both), have been holding you back from doing what you have come into this life and body to accomplish.
And that the only way that you can get back onto your true life path MUST NECESSARILY INCLUDE a closer examination of BOTH your relationship with your mother, AS WELL AS the self limiting unconscious beliefs which have come out of it.
TRANQUILITY - "Make time to relax, be still and enjoy your solitude, indulging in much needed self care".
I do not feel that this card requires any further interpretation.
It only confirms what seems common sense that taking some quality time out of each day relaxing, possibly meditating, and giving yourself some well deserved but long overdue TENDER LOVING CARE (TLC) is a vital component of your ongoing self healing process.
There is of course no reason why you should wait until January 1st to begin doing this.
But just a note of caution here, if you will allow me to put it into words.
The TRANQUILITY card is advising you to take some quality time out of each day giving yourself what amounts to more self love.
But like any other good and healthy idea, this one can also be overdone.
BY THEMSELVES, relaxing, meditating and TLC will not be enough, to help you to help yourself.
TIME OUT relaxing and meditating and enjoying more of those simple pleasures which make life feel worth living, MUST BE BALANCED against an equal TIME IN each day, with you taking positive, practical action on a regular basis, in order to be able to manifest your desires more rapidly and accurately (referring back to the MOTHER HEALING card).
WAIT "Don't rush into action right now. Bide your time for better results".
To which I would add: WAIT, BUT DO NOT WAIT TOO LONG.
This third and final card continues the theme of the need for you to balance your TIME OUT against your TIME IN, one day at a time.
Rushing in with too much TIME IN all at once (which is what I feel this card is about) would be just as unhealthy and inefficient as you spending hours every day, immersing and wallowing in such TIME OUT activities
Your general reading for 2020 is now complete.
Namaste,
Brian
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