ok well ive been "out of it" lately an yea --lets leave it at that ok?? if ya wanna know more im me
Hey hon
sorry Ive not been on lately... been really busy. Anyways, I wanted to comment first on you saying your friends are few that you trust... Thats actually a big problem with Empaths is if you are not careful you will slowly become bitter towards others as you get older. I'll give you an example... Empathy I just not long ago found out runs in my family (mostly through females, although my son also proves more and more everyday his empathic abilities). Anyways, my grandmother is a very mean and even at times spiteful woman and as my mother explained to me more about my inherited abilities she also told me that because my grandmother never had someone to teach her how to build walls to protect herself from all the overwhelming invasion of 'emotional attacks' for lack of betters words, she kept putting herself out there to help some people who very much didn't deserve it so she kept getting crapped on by people she thought where friends.
**point being... you have to be very careful of friends taking advantage of you, because of you being an Empath you feel like you need to help people radiating their need for help for various reasons, some not always worth helping ** Just a note of caution for you and again I'll say it walls walls walls!!!
yea my friends have definately changed from grade school with one that now our personialities can be sooo cloose if ya werent payin attention you proubly couldnt tell us apart but thats when i feel like gettin "dirty" or am really mad usially its pretty easy ta tell us apart namely cause im smarter an ive been hit by reality not to mention ive had my share of pain so i guess that makes me more understandin in its way now my 2 best friends--i have outher good friends too that i trust allmost as muchg as these 2-- they know like everything there is to know about me my gifts that i can often use them without realisin ta EVERYTHING there smart too i KNOW they wouldnt betray me or if they did itd only be cause id betrayed them which i definately dont plan on any time soon the outher one simalar personiality well theres another difference fear is non-existant to me or dang near i mean i wouldnt wanna kill anyone or if i did i doubt id go thru with it but i know the truth is better
an im mostly on my comp thesedays or close ta those i think i know (can never realy figure out family can ya??) so there arent many issues there
Ok you also said you were interested in hearing how I manifested my walls/shields... First I started by sitting alone so I could concentrate and I pictured myself laying bricks one by one. It took some time but to this day its my strongest wall I have and use. Then, I practiced taking it up and down till I learned how to make like a door in my wall so that I could like, I don't know, a flashlight where I could put a more direct beam on what/who I wanted to sense. And I'm still working on learning to mirror emotions, thats used more for like reflecting negative emotions back to people who are purposely trying to make others around them miserable in hopes that they will
learn not to be so... hateful I guess.
hmm that sounds intrestin actually ive figured somethin i think may help me some that i sdhould work with more but ive started sence i think ive mentioned my bracelet its in esscence an extension of that a diamond like coating inside the armur it gives me with the same coating on the metal of the bracelet aswell --comboed with my amythist that likes to keep friends out i think i should be good fer abit
an i dont quite why people feel the need to be hastefull or that i mean im shure ive been there but i got out of it so yea
Now I did do some research on whether or not its common for empaths to feel physical pain and there are about 30% of empaths that can in fact feel others' physical pain. If you want to do some research yourself you can just Google it, thats what I did.
google hates me dogpile loves me still tho thats a shock but really shouldnt be i mean im usially with the minority so yea
So now to your whole manifesting like another personality... it's not crazy. Young children with abilities try to find ways to protect their selves from the hardships of coping with what they're going through, specially when they have no one to help them learn how to use them.
another case of nice ta know i wouldnt think ida been one of those kids but then back in middle school it was more outher kids that were causin me issues i still dont know why they did that or what they REALLY got out of it unless its somethin society teaches people "pokje fun of the one thats not aftraid to be themselves the one thats *different* break there spirit like the animal they *are*" arrgghh ill stop there i think you know EXACTALLY what i mean
I do hope you figure out a way to make your bracelet stronger and everything you need it to be to help you safe guard yourself.
i think in time things will work out as they are to im just glad it wont rust the one piece of jewerly ill allways be wearin
Thanks for the kudos dear!! Much appreciated!!
no prob an another fer the diggin too much??
Best of luck, love, and light,
Mystikal
an i cant wait ta get youre reply
Walls: The biggest problem with walls is they hold other out, but they also hold you in. All of life is an energy - this energy is about seeking to resonate with everyone - not just a chosen few.
its just the "chosen few" that can feel the energy huh??
I would guess it was not about the lack of walls that made your grandmother bitter - it was more to do with not sharing herself. You see, when we wall ourselves in we don't know 'how' to share and be a part of the life energy all around us.
All energy is on a flow (flow spirit flow) and the more we flow with the life experiences, the less we can be hurt or disappointed in life's experiences. So what we need is not so much walls to keep others out (and ourselves locked in) but a form of protection that allows the free flow of energies without the pains and discomforts of others' emotions to upset our own. May I offer:
Visualize a bubble (similar to one blown from the soap bubble pipe of a child) complete with the rainbow patch - rainbows are such wonderful symbols of connection, bridges, communication, joining and come complete with a pot of gold (prosperity) at the end. See this bubble expand to encompass your whole body. Soap bubbles can be seen as both strong and weak - they will not happen with a big wind - only a whisper over the soap - but strong enough to float in the winds. It will act as a filter for all negativity from within or without. This allows the free flow of energies without wearing what is not your own to correct or change as you see fit.
needless ta say the filter dos sound better then bricks but also depends on how a filtyer weould work too
If we took the time it takes to build walls - brick by brick - and applied it to spirituality, we may find ourselves with more experiences that open doors to knowledge than we have encountered so far in life. This whole thread is about mediumship development. While I consider a free flow of information to be educational, I must admit to some truths and not bridging their message. Wall are just not been seen as a spiritual approach by any of the spirituality threads I have encountered.
and heres where i start ta really feel awkward as im both young an old what i mean by that is tho my body is still relatavely young i still know stuff that most outhers my age proubly wont learn fer another few years an some proubly wont learn in there whole lifetime so yea its an aspect that i kinda like but at the same time if i could literally shapeshift as the aspects of my personiality took over thered be some decent changes that all would see so yea i guess unless im pickin it with the shrink aspect-0-which i actually havent seen in afew days ok weeks wierd but maby its had its fun fer now??
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