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by LittleSalt » Thu Jan 08, 2009 5:34 am
i do not know who this is that is touching you. i have had this experience myself though. i am a believer, through my experiences, that any spirit who comes to us... we ask if they are there for the highest highest good, and if not , demand that they go. you can also go into the quiet ( no thoughts ) and ask them who they are. this can be recieved quickly sometimes, or maybe will take awhile, depending on where you are mind/body/spirit at the time. when i do this ..... i sit quiet, and eventually there is a feeling, or a old thought of someone , for me this is the clues, that help me to understand. a share of one of my experiences to help you understand.....
my husbands grandmother was never ill, and his grandfather had been battleing throat cancer about 3 yrs.... all the sudden gramma was sick with flu symptoms and had gone to hospital, within 48 hrs she passed on. about 8 months later i was sitting in my front room, all by myself, and above me, on each side of the room, were 2 lights, both wired together on one switch....
all of the sudden one of them ( and remember, they are wired together, the switch turns both on and off together with one switch) the one became bright and dim( this happened a couple of times) and the other remained normal. i stopped what i was doing, and sat and meditated, and asked... who is this ? as i meditated I could see my husbands grandmother in my minds eye ( 3rd eye ) i asked is this you gramma ? and the vision of her became more clear, and it felt like it was her. i asked her.... what is it ?why have you come ? and then i could see his grandfather like i had seen her. and the feeling of his passing was there, and then she was gone. the next morning when my husband had awoke,i talked to him about it, and told him of what it was i had experienced, he thought i was crazy, later that evening we got the phone call that grandpa had passed.
maybe this can help you with options to try.
i am compassionate to your situation, for i went thru the same type of things in my grandmother, and mothers case, and all happened in 3 months time, it was hard, but it has made me so much stronger, and now i know my mothers passing , it was a right of passage for me, so many things have taken place since that time space. things do get better when we find the peace in our hearts. i am not a believer in time heals , for i believe time is only an illusion of a system program. when we find and
embrace the things we encounter (create) everything becomes more simple. is only a matter of making that spiritual dance within ourselves, a place where we choose what perspective we wish to be standing in. how much we choose to embrace or resist is the dance. i hope this is making some since... lol
many dont get what i am speaking, but it is who i am , and is how i have found peace in my life.
it is hard to part with many things, for they remind us of the past, and old experiences, i go thru boxes every year, and sometimes 2 times a year, parting with more and more, as i am able to hold the love of the family in my heart, and not in the physical objects they possesed, it was a big growing process i went thru before i could do that though, i had held resentment for family members that come in like vultures took what they could make money on , and threw out so many treasures, most of what i kept from my grandma was what i took from the trash it was a crazy time back then , and oh my gosh, today..... well i feel so blessed and so loved, and i found myself in the process !!! isnt that beautiful ? i am hopeful this is of some help for you. may you find all the answers to the questions you have in your heart.
many blessings to you ,
LittleSalt
Many Blessings , Stay Well !
, but it was enough to make me jump and make my heart race. 
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